Thursday, January 29, 2009

Drinking alchohol gives you a warm fuzzy feeling. Makes you high. Sometimes i wonder if people are really intoxicated when they go high after drinking.
Why can't i let go dammit.
hmph.

You know....We only have one life.
I'm getting so warm right now.
It's a damn cold night tonight.
I'd rather just die young.
Kinda looks like Ichigo huh ><>.<
If I have to face so many more years of this shit.
cyas!
Unfortunately, to you, my greatest mistake, the last time.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Feeling sad right now at close to 4am in the morning, so what do you think i'm doing?


drawing! xDBleach inspired, just couldnt get the right hand right, but at least i can draw pretty okay without needing any templates or references now. ^^

...Think I'll go swimming..later, cyas!

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Thursday, January 22, 2009

Still A Long Way To Go.



I want to go to school, period.


Went Orchard like, three times this week. Sunday with Shuyi, Tuesday with Chingyi and Wednesday with Norman and Anne.

So yesterday Anne was like, searching for a nice pair of shoes and norman and i were kinda just buying random clothes and stuff. Its time like this when i blame myself for not remembering the basic rule of NOT shopping for shoes with girls. 3 hours and an ungodly number of shops later, Anne decided to buy her shoes tommorow. T.T

Wanted to get this DIY chin-up bar for myself that norman was buying but my dad was against drilling in the house =(

Soccer again this morning, the sprained ankle from tuesday doesnt sem to be any better.(Maybe its because of all that walking and swimming and more soccer >.<)


I'm so zetta bored. Please call me if anything at all is going on, terimah-kasih.

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Random photos:
Nerds! xD

clockwise from the top left:Me, Venkatesh Chandramogan, Mohammad Afiq Bin Mohammad Ismail Bin Mohammad Sharif, Anne Tan Jing Wen, Norman Au Hoe Sun

That was one seriously high playground
Case in point.
xD
i miss my tail T.T
After straightening our hair at anne's house
Act cute
Act cool
neoprint!
xD photos deleted because...actually i dont know, afiq cant stand seeing himself gay bah.
Latte! Uh, actually its my own custom Iced Mocha latte! xD topped with milk foam ^^
In the bukit batok CSC we get to pump iron,
Swim
and uh.........XD

post more about the past few days tommorow ^^

cyas!

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Sunday, January 18, 2009

Just so zetta tired these days. It's like, theres no reason to get up anymore, YAWN.

BORING

BORING

BORING

BORING

BORING

okay I'll start studying soon. =)

Went LAN gaming with Afiq, Venka, Afiq(senior) and Santosh on Friday, was damn late cause Afiq called at 3, and i woke up at 3 ^.^ We didnt get to play L4D though, cause a bunch of others were hogging the only computers capable enough to run the game. =/

Gym with HuatSoon as usual on Saturday. Then he decided to take Olevels as a private candidate and borrowed all my o level books. Haha, best of luck! >=D

Then today was shopping all around the City area with Shuyi. Her taste is like, kinda different from mine. I guesss its my whole obsession with the black and white theme thing =/ She was getting this shirt as a present for Weijie, but didnt know his size, so i had to be Weijie's Mannequin >.< Hard to choose a shirt for myself when the prices all made us O.O in all the shops.

Finally got a shirt that didnt cost such a bomb though, now alls left is maybe two more shirts, new pants and a new bag haha.

Watching Bleach now, pretty nice series, so TTYL.

Breaking The Habit-Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again


I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused


I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again


I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused


I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight


I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends


I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

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Thursday, January 15, 2009

Back to blogging.

Haha, been ages since i posted. Alright, im determined to blog more often now, so i'll start by blogging about my day ^^ one step at a time muahaha.

Well todays my last day of work, haha, been fun working with all you guys at Fig and Olive for the past one and a half months, will definitely be missing all of you guys, keep in touch!

Played soccer at the old school basketball court with the 'jack's , surprisingly i wasn't as bad as i was afraid of, haha after so long not even touching a soccer ball at all. Was late for work, but just decided to play more anyways, although i was kinda too worried about being late to play well after that >.<

At one due to my laziness to cut my toenails, i had this damn serious toenail injury which effectively ended the soccer match. T.T i swear my toes are getting destroyed one by one.

Work was damn damn slack today. Cause it was my last day they just allowed me to slack haha. So i was like, slacking in the bar with yany doing all the work >.<

Took some cam-whore photos as well. ><

This person im supposed to cheer ups making me emo instead, so ttfn!

Dayana,Nurian. I really NEED to find a pose to take for bending down ><

yany.uh, lets just say im not good with taking photos of myself without a front cam.
victor! And his trademark fringe.
Ikomang, his hairstyle changes everyday man xD
Yany getting Sabo-ed cause yesterday was her birthday. uh, that watery stuff is actually sugar syrup, and thats my hand xP

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Thank You (Domestic Album Version) - Simple Plan


Thank You-Simple Plan


I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen.

But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.

I’ll be the one you miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back

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Its finally over.

I tried to be the best friend i could, despite what i felt.
I tried not to hurt you, tried to keep it all in instead all the time.

Now i realize how foolish i've been, so unable to give you up.

Im just hurting myself.

And don't bother, I've no more feelings for you anymore.

ciao.

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Friday, January 9, 2009

Went to Sentosa with Afiq, Anne, Norman and Venka on Wednesday and celebrated Chris's birthday with a buffet yesterday, shall post pictures on the latter some other time >.<

Pictures:


VenkaMacho Venka

Just suddenly wondered where they got that rock
4 on a rock again >.< Shadow photo >,<. Can kinda guess who is who, Uh, the scene in the middle kinda didnt look right, so we just got this brilliant idea....
>.< The three Muscle-teers xP

Acting Cool! ^^

So, Afiq was telling us all to do the 'spitting' expression (that thing you do to cough up phlegm)
no comment
xD
Anne doing it totally wrong.

Venka looked like he was gonna eat the camera.
Afiq:' I looked like i was getting f-ed in the ass' >.<Norman and Venka were helping Anne up, but this photo kinda looks wrong too.

Afiq's idea.

Venka demonstrating how well he can float
Four gays in the water, Afiq still doesn't dare to take off his shirt
'Pai kia' photo. I was supposed to look like i was smoking >< Guess it just didnt come out right...

The toilet had those 'spray from the top' sprinklers and we actually didnt even want to stop showering cause it felt so good.
The sunset! damn nice right?

A picture speaks a thousand words, and since im kinda too lazy to type, i'll let my pictures speak for me ^^

Addicted - Simple Plan

Addicted-Simple Plan

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a-dic
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a-dic
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
[x2]

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

Cyas!

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