Some days I get crazed I don't know why it's all relevant I'll take deep breaths And keep control, go on.
I've tried brave And you've tried to save I'm proud to keep it bottled up I think I past my prime and lost my mind and I'm torn.
No telling what tomorrow holds. Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try? Who let, you let this feeling die, I can't get you out of my head, my head. You're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.
Some say It's all fate But I say we control our lives And if my destiny should outbest me then that's fine. I make believe thrill and apathy co-exist in me fairly equally The truth is doubts are all I've got to call mine.
No telling what tomorrow holds. No telling what voice takes control. Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try? Who let, you let this feeling die, I can't get you out of my head, my head. And you're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.
Is there anybody out there (out there) Is anybody calling (anybody calling) Woaahh, if what i say is really wrong Is there anybody out there (out there) Is anybody calling (anybody calling) Woooah, if what you say is really wrong. I'm not in control, I think I'm out of control
Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try? Who let, you let this feeling die, I can't get you out of my head, my head. And you're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.
Personally i think there're parts to this song that they just squeeze in and uhh....but whatever =P
Lyrics pretty...correct though. not that rhyme-my, but its at least connecting to what im feeling now.
stuck in damn limbo.
c'yas!
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1:14 AM
Make a Stand
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Finally drew the will power to begin posting >.< Sorry for the long wait =X
the holidays have been pretty...holidayish so far, got so much time that you don't really know what to do with it all. Well, if you somehow have done everything you wanted to do this holidays and are out of ideas what to do next, here are a few things you can try out if you havent done so =)
1) Get a part-time job!
Working can be a pretty fun new experience especially when you haven't tried taking on a job before. For someone like me who hasn't done an ounce of work in his life, working in the service industry as part of a restaurant crew can be quite enriching. Firstly you get to see things from the viewpoint of people who serve you when you eat out. Before this, I had no idea how much a simple 'thanks' for clearing the table or serving a dish actually mattered. Customers that kept quiet while I gave them their drinks or food usually gave me a sour taste in my mouth. Which reminds me, the best way to test someone's politeness is to bring them out to a restaurant and note if they thank the waiter. Based on personal experience, people who don't thank you are usually those with wallets full of credit cards and overloaded with branded stuffs. These are also the people who cant wait 5 minutes for their food to be prepared. (' can i speak to your manager?')
Secondly theres always the nice little thought that your actually earning money for yourself. Although not much, theres this little sense of satisfaction that you finally have something to completely call your own.
Thirdly time passes pretty fast when your at work, best way is to pick an afternoon job so you can exercise in the morning work the rest of the day, having a balanced lifestyle. Also, leave the weekends open so you get a break sometime.
2)Pick up a new instrument
Read from somewhere that takign up an instrument is healthy. Basically, the tempo of the music your playing actually affects the rythmn of your heart, fast beats cause you heart rate to increase and vice versa. With an instrument, you can strengthen your heart by doing a mix of fast and slow rifts. Also good for decreasign your heartrate before bedtime to sleep a little bit easier.
I still haven't taken up the piano yet thanks to lovely Rey's procrastination =/
3) Learn some new sports!
Personally planing to swim more and maybe learn martial arts with friends. In the meantime, Afiq's invites are sufficient to keep me sporty. Just don't get fat over the holidays, its unlikely you'll get to lose it next year =x First step in finding a new sport is maybe going to the nearest Community Centre to see what courses they have to offer.
4) Go out, do stayovers, etc
Thats pretty self explanatory isn't it.
5) Self improvement!
Pickup one of those self-help books in the libray and try them out. Pretty effective if you really put in time and effort to stick to the advice given. Then theres always toning yourself by getting involved in more sports, getting a new haircut, new clothes..... which brings meto the next point
6) SHOPPING!
Get new trends, look different, or just experiment with new looks. Maybe just shop for next year's stuffs or for random things like house decor, paperweights that look nice or maybe upgrades for that aging computer.
7)Jackass (Only for more outgoing people)
title says it all. From giving christian church mail to a devout buddhist friend to chasing the bus throughout all its stops. Just random things that are done just for kicks.
8) Cloudgazing, meditation or whatever thing that lets you experience a moment of slowness with yourself. OR a vacation.
We go through our life too fast these days. Should take some time off to just slow down and reset that memory chip, does wonders.
Thats pretty much what i can think of offhand. Fresh ideas are welcome. Shall post more sometime soon!!!!
Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them I know that people say we're never gonna make it But I know we're going to get through this (Close your eyes and please don't let me go) Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go now (Close your eyes don't let me let you go) Don't, don't, don't
Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We can find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die Take my hand tonight One last time
Hey hey Hey hey
The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement If they could see us they would tell us that we're crazy But I know they just don't understand (Close your eyes and please don't let me go) Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go now (Close your eyes don't let me let you go) Don't, don't, don't
Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We can find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die Take my hand tonight One last time
Hey hey Hey hey Hey hey
The rain drops The tears keep falling I see your face and it keeps me going If I get lost your light's gonna guide me And I know that you can take me home You can take me home
Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We can find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die Take my hand tonight One last time
Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We can find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die (Love will never die) Take my hand tonight One last time (one last time)
played at
12:04 AM
Make a Stand
Monday, December 8, 2008
To commemorate today's Hari Raya Haji:
=p Die sheep!!!!! Executioner vs random sheep Mass murder This one was just too cute to resist posting >.<
Happy Hari Raya Haji anyways =p
played at
3:30 AM
Make a Stand
Friday, December 5, 2008
shall create on long post tmlo or saturday.
been going home really late a tired these days, so yeah.
Die sheep!!!!!
Executioner vs random sheep
Mass murder
