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Slipping Away-Sum41
I'm slipping away
In every way
I can't stay awake
(and I don't know why)
I'm slipping away
(and I don't know why)
I'm trying to make it through each day
I'm falling apart now in every way
I'm finding it harder to get by
There's a hole in my heart
And I don't know why
Now I've come to realize
I'm slipping away
Today, I've come to realize, I can't hold out anymore. Again and again you've been hurting me, again and again I've shrugged it off. But like a stab wound, it bleeds, healing takes time, but before it does, you give me another, and another, and another. Pretty soon I've run out of blood.
I can still recall how many times I've apologized after I let emotions fly. But...I'm only human, I have feelings too. I can love and I can get hurt.
Why is it that your treating it like its a sin? Do you even know how it feels like to truly love someone? To be willing to do anything just to spend ten seconds with her. To be willing to move the tallest mountains and swim the largest oceans just to have her smile while with you. And best of all, to be willing to give up on your own interests just for her to be happy. If theres one thing thats unconditional, that's love. No matter how much you try to put it down, I know how I feel.
Why should I be the one to keep saying sorry, when your the one forcing me to deprive myself the right of loving someone? Why must I apologize when I'm the one getting hurt? You say I'm irritating you by telling you my true feelings, but have you considered how i feel when I keep them bottled up?Have you?Or are you simply shutting it all nicely away.
True, I remember how we were like in the past, how vivid it was still stuns me.
I thought that with more effort on my part, we could go back to what we were.
Yes, I'm not allowed to love, but at the very least I can have something thats a lot like it.
That, by itself was enough for me. But try as I might, you still need two hands to clap.
You claim your the one trying, I'm ruining all your efforts.
Every time you give me that expression, I die a little more inside.
Why can't you just understand? I'm not forcing anything on you.
All I ever wanted was you seeing this picture without your current bias.
I miss catching your eye.
I miss the smiles you used to give.
I miss your sarcasm, your jokes and your random teasing.
I miss the conversations you used to start.
I fell in love with all that, but who can help it?
Well now your doing this to me for something beyond my control. I thought you could've been more understanding than that. But apparently you aren't. To take my feelings so lightly, even to the extent of asking me to stop loving. Who's being insensitive now?
Life isn't a fairy tale. Things can't go away just by closing yourself away. People aren't robots to be programmed to your will. Why, in this world is it that everyone is simply concerned with themselves? Why is it that everyone harbors the feeling that 'everything is alright as long as I am alright'
Disappointed. I thought you better than that.
But in the end, you still chose to run.
Sacrifice.
I'm done with bending myself to your will. You've hurt me enough. From now on, I'm just going to be myself. No more masks.
You've just killed what little there is left in me.
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10:09 PM
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