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Prelim 1 is over, guess i should be kinda excited over my grades, or worried about the next prelim...but you know what, thats soo far from my mind now.
Hate to start this blog negatively, so lets talk about something else instead. Been thinking about the past alot lately, nostalgia and all. Doesn't everyone wish they could turn back time once in a while? I mean, life is full of regrets, like the time when i gave up on swimming cause i just didnt like it in primary 5. Or the time when i left my friend for another, even when he had always stood by me.
Sometimes i simply want to go back in time, correct my errors, set things right, or simply just to relive the moments. I wish i could go back a year ago, notice you, be there with you.
Time and tide wait for no man. The gravity of this phrase really hits me in a moment like this. In a flash, what seemed to be yesterday was 8 months ago. What seemed to be last week was two years ago. I could still remember every single detail of the times where I had fun, where i was sad, where i thought i could've done better. Thing is, they're never going to come back for me-or anyone to change. Sometimes we just have tolive with what fate deals us.
Was scrolling through some old photos and new ones stored on my computer, really admiring how carefree i was last time. I never really did understand many things, hardwork, dtermination, friendship, sorrow. And love.
I used to spend my times, reading, playing, drawing..being myself simply. But as i grow up i realise these things are starting to become more and more like luxuries. They simply take up too much time. Choices have to be made and these choices come up more an more often as i grow up. Life suddenly becomes more important as you grow up, its no longer about now, its about the future, its no longer about yourself, its about others. A painful way have i learnt that throughout my years. Wish i had learnt it earlier.
But even as everyone gets these feelings, there is painfully little we can do about it. So at the end of the day, its all about enjoying the moment more. Who knows, two years later i may be envying myself, four years down the road i may be a completely different person...eight? ten? twenty years? I may have even forgotten about how i was like as a boy. People think too much about what they want to do, but have you ever thought, if we're sacrificing our current happiness for the future, why are we feeling so bad now?
Moral of the story, stop listening to what others say about thinking about the future. Sure, you have to make plans, sometimes compromise your time now for it, but at the end of the day, what really matters is the present. Forget about the future, at least you can be happy NOW.
Decided to end this post with some of the pictures i was looking through.
2/3 class outing 2 years ago. We all miss you pecky.
Games day this year
Teachers day 2007!
Environment seminar @suntec, modelling >< i look so wierd.
Be yourself DAY!
My very own gundam! xD had to dig out the time for this one.
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8:06 PM
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