Make my day

2009-06-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

http://community.atom.com/Post/The-Most-Disturbing-Animals-on-Earth/03EFBFFFF0182C7B8000800A5BDC5/

I just had to post this, talk about scary.

2009-06-21T22:06:00.004+08:00

Some dance videos to watch in that short study break

=D

2009-06-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

I havent posted for months and months on this blog =( well, life has been a super whirlwind these few months since JC life started thats for sure, everyones rushing something here and there thats for sure. Im thinking of typing a special for the next post in commemoration of me finally posting, but haven't really thought of anything yet. For this post, I'll just give a brief review of some of the movies I've recently been watching.

First would be TERMINATOR: salvation, it definitely gets the award for most awesome graphics in any movie I've watched so far. I remember staying morbid in my seat throughout more than two hours despite very very urgent calls of nature and a contact missing from my eye. The plot itself is fresh, although what really impresses is the action scenes. As a child i followed the Terminator series since Judgement day and its action scenes still send my heart racing. From the part in JD where T-800 breaks the T-1000 after freezing it using liquid nitrogen to the fight scenes in Terminator 3 : Rise of the machines, the terminator series retains its thrilling action sequences to keep me glued to my seat. Now the action scenes are much more regular, with the protangonists constantly fighting constructs from a T-600 to giant robots and a super buff T-800.

The Taking of Pelham 123 may have an expected main plot, train passengers are held hostage, ransom is demanded, hostages are saved, hostage-takers try to escape, hostage-takers fail. However, the feature to take note of would be how well the film makers have devloped each individual character. Even the terrorists can be sympathized with when the movie allows us to view the mentality of his actions. Action scenes are also thrilling as the semi-deranged hostage takers are anything but predictable. The main theme of heroism throughout the movie is also ever-present, making for quite a deep film beneath the surface. One thing i dont really like, however, would be the way the film makers have decided to downplay most of the non-main characters in order to emphasize on the heroism of the protangonist. Otherwise, this movie is a good watch to consider when visiting the cinemas.

Thats it for now i guess, homework pile not getting any thinner, cyas!

2009-03-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

omg i haven't posted in a long time.

2009-02-08T22:24:00.004+08:00

First Week in Anglo-Chinese Junior College.

......

DAMN FUN! xD

I know its JC life and all, i have to study and go through lectures and stuffs, but this is probably the best place ever to go through those two years! haha. Definitely made the right choice in coming here ^^

Sorry to whoever reads my blog for the late post, just was really really busy these few days haha.

Galahad of crusaders contains:

Jeco Tjandra (OGL), ACJC

Elizabeth Ong (OGL), ACJC

Eugene Soo (Crasher), Air Force xD

Myron Tay (Crasher), My ron

Catherine May Tang, IJ

Dorisa Lim, Jurong

Ernest Wong, ACS(I)

Jacqueline Leong, MGS

Jacqueline Shun, MGS

Jotham Lim, ACJC

Lye Kai Chyi, Shuqun

Katharine Tan, Nanhua

Chung Lailing , SCGS

Michelle Tham, St Margaret's

Priscilla Yap, CGS

Ray Tong, SJI

Zhao Lun, ACS(barker)

Me!, CWSS

Well, I was in this OG Galahad for five days so far. And after the orientation, cant help but doubt the school's motto of ' The best is yet to be'. Because Galahad seems like pretty much the best og to me.

Things started pretty slow for us actually. Everyone took some time getting used to one another and I was more enthu than i usually would have been >.<

But after the course of the five days, many cheers, OG games, mud games and many many many water games later, it seems that orientation has been a huge success. Everyone seems to be as close as they can get for people who only knew each other for barely 5 days. No matter where we came from, one thing is common, we're all from Galahad, and more importantly, we're all ACSians!

Shall go into detail some other time cause its pretty late haha

But one things for sure, is that im now an ACSian, and damn right proud to be one! Galahad after the firenze

blur shot >< haha
Games!
In the basement of Liz's mansionIm so unphotogenic >< group shot
group shot 2

cyas!

2009-01-29T01:27:00.002+08:00

Drinking alchohol gives you a warm fuzzy feeling. Makes you high. Sometimes i wonder if people are really intoxicated when they go high after drinking.
Why can't i let go dammit.
hmph.

You know....We only have one life.
I'm getting so warm right now.
It's a damn cold night tonight.
I'd rather just die young.
Kinda looks like Ichigo huh ><>.<
If I have to face so many more years of this shit.
cyas!
Unfortunately, to you, my greatest mistake, the last time.

2009-01-28T03:54:00.002+08:00

Feeling sad right now at close to 4am in the morning, so what do you think i'm doing?

drawing! xDBleach inspired, just couldnt get the right hand right, but at least i can draw pretty okay without needing any templates or references now. ^^

...Think I'll go swimming..later, cyas!

2009-01-22T16:47:00.003+08:00

Still A Long Way To Go.

I want to go to school, period.

Went Orchard like, three times this week. Sunday with Shuyi, Tuesday with Chingyi and Wednesday with Norman and Anne.

So yesterday Anne was like, searching for a nice pair of shoes and norman and i were kinda just buying random clothes and stuff. Its time like this when i blame myself for not remembering the basic rule of NOT shopping for shoes with girls. 3 hours and an ungodly number of shops later, Anne decided to buy her shoes tommorow. T.T

Wanted to get this DIY chin-up bar for myself that norman was buying but my dad was against drilling in the house =(

Soccer again this morning, the sprained ankle from tuesday doesnt sem to be any better.(Maybe its because of all that walking and swimming and more soccer >.<)

I'm so zetta bored. Please call me if anything at all is going on, terimah-kasih.

2009-01-20T21:10:00.007+08:00

Random photos:
Nerds! xD

clockwise from the top left:Me, Venkatesh Chandramogan, Mohammad Afiq Bin Mohammad Ismail Bin Mohammad Sharif, Anne Tan Jing Wen, Norman Au Hoe Sun

That was one seriously high playground
Case in point.
xD
i miss my tail T.T
After straightening our hair at anne's house
Act cute
Act cool
neoprint!
xD photos deleted because...actually i dont know, afiq cant stand seeing himself gay bah.
Latte! Uh, actually its my own custom Iced Mocha latte! xD topped with milk foam ^^
In the bukit batok CSC we get to pump iron,
Swim
and uh.........XD

post more about the past few days tommorow ^^

cyas!

2009-01-18T21:26:00.003+08:00

Just so zetta tired these days. It's like, theres no reason to get up anymore, YAWN.

BORING

BORING

BORING

BORING

BORING

okay I'll start studying soon. =)

Went LAN gaming with Afiq, Venka, Afiq(senior) and Santosh on Friday, was damn late cause Afiq called at 3, and i woke up at 3 ^.^ We didnt get to play L4D though, cause a bunch of others were hogging the only computers capable enough to run the game. =/

Gym with HuatSoon as usual on Saturday. Then he decided to take Olevels as a private candidate and borrowed all my o level books. Haha, best of luck! >=D

Then today was shopping all around the City area with Shuyi. Her taste is like, kinda different from mine. I guesss its my whole obsession with the black and white theme thing =/ She was getting this shirt as a present for Weijie, but didnt know his size, so i had to be Weijie's Mannequin >.< Hard to choose a shirt for myself when the prices all made us O.O in all the shops.

Finally got a shirt that didnt cost such a bomb though, now alls left is maybe two more shirts, new pants and a new bag haha.

Watching Bleach now, pretty nice series, so TTYL.

Breaking The Habit-Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

2009-01-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging.

Haha, been ages since i posted. Alright, im determined to blog more often now, so i'll start by blogging about my day ^^ one step at a time muahaha.

Well todays my last day of work, haha, been fun working with all you guys at Fig and Olive for the past one and a half months, will definitely be missing all of you guys, keep in touch!

Played soccer at the old school basketball court with the 'jack's , surprisingly i wasn't as bad as i was afraid of, haha after so long not even touching a soccer ball at all. Was late for work, but just decided to play more anyways, although i was kinda too worried about being late to play well after that >.<

At one due to my laziness to cut my toenails, i had this damn serious toenail injury which effectively ended the soccer match. T.T i swear my toes are getting destroyed one by one.

Work was damn damn slack today. Cause it was my last day they just allowed me to slack haha. So i was like, slacking in the bar with yany doing all the work >.<

Took some cam-whore photos as well. ><

This person im supposed to cheer ups making me emo instead, so ttfn!

Dayana,Nurian. I really NEED to find a pose to take for bending down ><

yany.uh, lets just say im not good with taking photos of myself without a front cam.
victor! And his trademark fringe.
Ikomang, his hairstyle changes everyday man xD
Yany getting Sabo-ed cause yesterday was her birthday. uh, that watery stuff is actually sugar syrup, and thats my hand xP

2009-01-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

Thank You (Domestic Album Version) - Simple Plan

Thank You-Simple Plan

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen.

But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.

I’ll be the one you miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back

2009-01-10T02:41:00.002+08:00

Its finally over.

I tried to be the best friend i could, despite what i felt.
I tried not to hurt you, tried to keep it all in instead all the time.

Now i realize how foolish i've been, so unable to give you up.

Im just hurting myself.

And don't bother, I've no more feelings for you anymore.

ciao.

2009-01-09T15:10:00.006+08:00

Went to Sentosa with Afiq, Anne, Norman and Venka on Wednesday and celebrated Chris's birthday with a buffet yesterday, shall post pictures on the latter some other time >.<

Pictures:

VenkaMacho Venka

Just suddenly wondered where they got that rock
4 on a rock again >.< Shadow photo >,<. Can kinda guess who is who, Uh, the scene in the middle kinda didnt look right, so we just got this brilliant idea....
>.< The three Muscle-teers xP

Acting Cool! ^^

So, Afiq was telling us all to do the 'spitting' expression (that thing you do to cough up phlegm)
no comment
xD
Anne doing it totally wrong.

Venka looked like he was gonna eat the camera.
Afiq:' I looked like i was getting f-ed in the ass' >.<Norman and Venka were helping Anne up, but this photo kinda looks wrong too.

Afiq's idea.

Venka demonstrating how well he can float
Four gays in the water, Afiq still doesn't dare to take off his shirt
'Pai kia' photo. I was supposed to look like i was smoking >< Guess it just didnt come out right...

The toilet had those 'spray from the top' sprinklers and we actually didnt even want to stop showering cause it felt so good.
The sunset! damn nice right?

A picture speaks a thousand words, and since im kinda too lazy to type, i'll let my pictures speak for me ^^

Addicted - Simple Plan

Addicted-Simple Plan

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a-dic
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a-dic
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
[x2]

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

Cyas!

2009-01-06T22:33:00.003+08:00

'battery fully charged

please unplug charger from socket

save energy'

xP

Fallin' Apart- All American Rejects

Can somebody save me?
Cus I'm thinking maybe
That you can take me piece by piece
Then you got your reasons
But I didn't need them
And either way I'm on my knees yeah
You knew when I was wrong
You say that I'm deranged
I can see that you're uneasy and it's not gonna change
And no matter how far

Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Either way you're breaking my heart
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're falling
Even when we're falling apart

You say that you're leavin
Say that you don't need him
And all I'll do is give and you just take
I guess that I knew it
I can't make it through it
But I'm gonna try this anyway

You knew when I was wrong
You knew that I'm deranged
I can see that you're uneasy and it's not gonna change
And no matter how far
Wherever you

Wherever you go I'm callin
Even when you're breaking my heart
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're falling
Even when we're falling apart
Yeah looks like were fallin apart

Anyone got it where the roses sleep
I can make you anything you wanna be
When my bodies close to me
I can give you anything you'd ever need

When I fall to the floor
Cuz I can't feel anymore
You can have my heart girl
You don't have to steal anymore
When I look to the stars
Wherever you are

Yeah wherever you are
Wherever you go I'm callin
Even when you're breakin my heart
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're fallin
Even when we're fallin apart

Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're fallin
Even when we're fallin apart
Yeah I guess we're fallin apart
Yeah it looks like were fallin apart
Yeah I guess I'm fallin apart

I can imagine that.

Cant wait for this song to be on imeem!

There was a time where I'd be like that.Am I Still?
I'm not now.I hope.
And overall, its not something you want to have. Then why'd I so willingly do that?
Full stop. Please let it be over.

Such a draggy day, good nights!! xD

2009-01-03T21:50:00.007+08:00

Happy belated new year! xD

Uhh, i realized people blog more during the holidays, i mean with more time and such, why not? But i also realized im kinda the opposite. Too much time and blogging just doesnt seem that fun anymore =/

I guess thats part of how a hobby works. You never want to do it when you aren't fitting in time from your schedule to indulge in it.

random pictures until i finally can gather my feathers to post a proper postagain.

Piggies!fireworks
This one looked damn cool, kinda like a star seen up close
Afiqs face got in the way.

Raffie the terrorist ><>.<

And uhh, another picture was supposed to be here but, i dont really dare to post it ><

2008-12-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

I have soo much to talk about work. until i dont know where to start. Okay, maybe i'll give the entire review after everything is done >.<

merry x'mas to everyone!

2008-12-15T01:14:00.003+08:00

Duality - Bayside

Some days
I get crazed
I don't know why it's all relevant
I'll take deep breaths
And keep control, go on.

I've tried brave
And you've tried to save
I'm proud to keep it bottled up
I think I past my prime and lost my mind and I'm torn.

No telling what tomorrow holds.
Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try?
Who let, you let this feeling die,
I can't get you out of my head, my head.
You're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.

Some say
It's all fate
But I say we control our lives
And if my destiny should outbest me then that's fine.
I make believe thrill and apathy co-exist in me fairly equally
The truth is doubts are all I've got to call mine.

No telling what tomorrow holds.
No telling what voice takes control.
Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try?
Who let, you let this feeling die,
I can't get you out of my head, my head.
And you're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.

Is there anybody out there (out there)
Is anybody calling (anybody calling)
Woaahh, if what i say is really wrong
Is there anybody out there (out there)
Is anybody calling (anybody calling)
Woooah, if what you say is really wrong.
I'm not in control, I think I'm out of control

Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try?
Who let, you let this feeling die,
I can't get you out of my head, my head.
And you're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.

Personally i think there're parts to this song that they just squeeze in and uhh....but whatever =P

Lyrics pretty...correct though. not that rhyme-my, but its at least connecting to what im feeling now.

stuck in damn limbo.

c'yas!

2008-12-14T00:04:00.002+08:00

Finally drew the will power to begin posting >.< Sorry for the long wait =X

the holidays have been pretty...holidayish so far, got so much time that you don't really know what to do with it all. Well, if you somehow have done everything you wanted to do this holidays and are out of ideas what to do next, here are a few things you can try out if you havent done so =)

1) Get a part-time job!

Working can be a pretty fun new experience especially when you haven't tried taking on a job before. For someone like me who hasn't done an ounce of work in his life, working in the service industry as part of a restaurant crew can be quite enriching. Firstly you get to see things from the viewpoint of people who serve you when you eat out. Before this, I had no idea how much a simple 'thanks' for clearing the table or serving a dish actually mattered. Customers that kept quiet while I gave them their drinks or food usually gave me a sour taste in my mouth. Which reminds me, the best way to test someone's politeness is to bring them out to a restaurant and note if they thank the waiter. Based on personal experience, people who don't thank you are usually those with wallets full of credit cards and overloaded with branded stuffs. These are also the people who cant wait 5 minutes for their food to be prepared. (' can i speak to your manager?')

Secondly theres always the nice little thought that your actually earning money for yourself. Although not much, theres this little sense of satisfaction that you finally have something to completely call your own.

Thirdly time passes pretty fast when your at work, best way is to pick an afternoon job so you can exercise in the morning work the rest of the day, having a balanced lifestyle. Also, leave the weekends open so you get a break sometime.

2)Pick up a new instrument

Read from somewhere that takign up an instrument is healthy. Basically, the tempo of the music your playing actually affects the rythmn of your heart, fast beats cause you heart rate to increase and vice versa. With an instrument, you can strengthen your heart by doing a mix of fast and slow rifts. Also good for decreasign your heartrate before bedtime to sleep a little bit easier.

I still haven't taken up the piano yet thanks to lovely Rey's procrastination =/

3) Learn some new sports!

Personally planing to swim more and maybe learn martial arts with friends. In the meantime, Afiq's invites are sufficient to keep me sporty. Just don't get fat over the holidays, its unlikely you'll get to lose it next year =x First step in finding a new sport is maybe going to the nearest Community Centre to see what courses they have to offer.

4) Go out, do stayovers, etc

Thats pretty self explanatory isn't it.

5) Self improvement!

Pickup one of those self-help books in the libray and try them out. Pretty effective if you really put in time and effort to stick to the advice given. Then theres always toning yourself by getting involved in more sports, getting a new haircut, new clothes..... which brings meto the next point

6) SHOPPING!

Get new trends, look different, or just experiment with new looks. Maybe just shop for next year's stuffs or for random things like house decor, paperweights that look nice or maybe upgrades for that aging computer.

7)Jackass (Only for more outgoing people)

title says it all. From giving christian church mail to a devout buddhist friend to chasing the bus throughout all its stops. Just random things that are done just for kicks.

8) Cloudgazing, meditation or whatever thing that lets you experience a moment of slowness with yourself. OR a vacation.

We go through our life too fast these days. Should take some time off to just slow down and reset that memory chip, does wonders.

Thats pretty much what i can think of offhand. Fresh ideas are welcome. Shall post more sometime soon!!!!

Take My Hand-Simple Plan

Take My Hand - Simple Plan

Hey hey
Hey hey

Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem
Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them
I know that people say we're never gonna make it
But I know we're going to get through this
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, don't, don't

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We can find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

Hey hey
Hey hey

The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment
Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement
If they could see us they would tell us that we're crazy
But I know they just don't understand
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, don't, don't

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We can find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

Hey hey
Hey hey
Hey hey

The rain drops
The tears keep falling
I see your face and it keeps me going
If I get lost your light's gonna guide me
And I know that you can take me home
You can take me home

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We can find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We can find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die (Love will never die)
Take my hand tonight
One last time (one last time)

2008-12-08T03:30:00.003+08:00

To commemorate today's Hari Raya Haji:

=p
Die sheep!!!!!

Executioner vs random sheep
Mass murder

This one was just too cute to resist posting >.<

Happy Hari Raya Haji anyways =p

2008-12-05T01:43:00.002+08:00

shall create on long post tmlo or saturday.

been going home really late a tired these days, so yeah.

tata~

2008-11-29T20:49:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhh, don'tfeel like blogging these few days leh.

my time is passing so fast! T.T

alright alright, i'll at least post some random pictures since im nice =)
Which reminds me, I cant do '=D' anymore. Don't ask.

Wilkinsh
Theckyeeeeee
Waihon

x) zi lian lar

Guess how many steps is she standing above me >.<Yeap. I still haven't thought of what pose to make when im bending down. =/
Sunglasses!

Me and PeckyongLol ><
Acting stupid on the camera =p

=/ =/ =/ =/ ='( I'm missing you~~

realize I haven't posted a song for awhile..hmmm =p

I Miss You-Blink 182

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

C'ya!

2008-11-24T22:57:00.004+08:00

Prom Night.

no comment =/

pictures:

Cheepeng and me (had to bend down >.<)
Best couple ever, better than anwar and saiful
Brothers

damn shuai right =D

poor WenQi ><
i was trying to imitate her expression i think =/

poor lighting huh =x

Jinghong looks like his murdering my shirt =xShe was elbowing me lor
Edward blinked >.<
okay, my expression was stupid ><
is that white stuff on my hair o.O

Rawrs, cant find the other pictures with me in them.

2008-11-23T14:43:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT, SHALL RESUME FROM THE LAST POST. WOKE UP SO DAMN LATE TODAY =(

NISA(KHAIRU) : COTTON MUGGEH'S GREAT TO TALK TO AT NIGHT OVER THE PHONE =P. ALTHOUGH SHE CAN BE KINDA WEIRD AT TIMES >.< . YOUR A GREAT CONFIDANT TOO! HAHA. NISA LOVES HER GUITAR, RED AND BLACK. AND PROBABLY THOSE PILLOWS SHE STACKS ON HERSELF WHEN SHE SLEEPS BAH =X. HAWHAW.

NORMAN(MR ROBOT) : STILL REMEMBER WHERE THAT NAME CAME FROM =P. YOUR GETTING LESS STIFF MAN, KEEP IT UP! XD AFIQ WAS ONE THING, BUT I HAD QUTE PRETTY LOT OF DISAAGREEMENTS WITH YOU. DIFFERENT IDEALOGIES MAN. SOMEHOW YOU ALWAYS END UP CONTRADICTING YOURSELF THOUGH. SO ULTIMATELY, I KNOW IM RIGHT. NORMAN LIKES MILO, BEING LEFT HANDED, GETTING INJURED EVERY NOW AND THEN, AND SODOMY. =D

PECK YONG(FB)(JK LAR!) : HAVEN'T SEEN YOU SINCE MY PARTY LAST YEAR. HOPE YOUR COPING WELL WHEREVER YOU ARE NOW. REMEMBER YOU USED TO IRRITATE EVERYONE WITH THOSE DAMN WEIRD SOUNDS DURING CLASS. DOESN'T HELP THAT YOU KEEP POKING ME EVERY NOW AND THEN EITHER. BUT WHATEVER LAR, YOUR A FUN GUY. PECKYONG LIKES SUSHI! XD KEEPING HIS HAIR LONG AND UHHH SITTING ON OTHERS? >.<

RASYID(RASYID) : =D I REMEMBER THE ANTI-SOCIAL GUY IN THE BACKGROUND WITH COLD JOKES. YEAP, THATS RASYID. FUNNY AT TIMES BUT I DOUBT YOU CAN EVER OPEN YOUR MOUTH WITHOUT INSULTING ANYONE. SCUMBAG! XD BUT I MOSTLY REMEMBER ALL YOUR DAMN LAME JOKES LAR, SO JUST THINKING YOF YOU STILL MAKESME LAUGH. RASYID LIKES READING UP ON DAMN RANDOM STUFFS, UHH HIMSELF? AND INSULTING OTHERS I GUESS. =/

RAFIQ(NORA): WELL, IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU. ALTHOUGH YOUR STREAK AS COUNCIL PRESIDENT KINDA...OKAY SHALL NOT TALK ABOUT THE PAST. GREAT LUCK IN WHATEVER COURSE YOU PLAN TO ENTER NEXT YEAR, ANNNDDD KEEP YOUR WITS, LOSE THAT DICTATORSHIP AND GET BETTER AT MATHS MAN!

RAYSON(YO! MAN WASSUP!) : HMMM, THERE WAS THIS ENTIRE YEAR IN COUNCIL BOARD WHEN I DIDN'T RREALIZE RAYSON EXISTED. YEAA I KNOW, IM DAMN UNOBSERVANT. WHEN I REMEMBER RAYSON NOWADAYS ITS THE MR KOH- QUOTES THAT I REMEMBER, SOMEHOW =D PUFFER FISH! SUNBEAR! YEA MAN! STILL REMEMBER THAT DAY AT WESTMALL RIGHT? HEHE. RAYSON LIKES FERRARIS, UMM LINKIN PARK AND OTHER GUYISH STUFF I GUESS. =D

REYNANTE(REYYYYNANTE RRRRROZALES AQUILA II) : I STILL REMEMBER THAT DAY WHEN I CALLED YOUR HOUSE. XD

ME: MAY I SPEAK TO REY PLEASE
REY'S YOUNGEST BRO: UHH WHICH REY
ME: UHH, REYNANTE ROZALES AQUILA II
RYB: HUH?
ME: UHH, REY THE SECOND? (DAMN CONFUSED ALREADY AT THIS POINT)
RYB: HANG ON
REY'S SECOND BROTHER: YEA, WHAT?
ME: UHH, CAN I SPEAK TO YOUR OLDER BROTHER?
RSB:(SPEAKS IN PHILLIPINES), WHO ARE YOU ASKING FOR, THE OLDEST OR THE SECOND.
ME: -.- THE OLDEST PLEASE.
RSB:(MORE PHILIPINES, SOME SHOUTING)
FINALLY REY: ORO?

REMEMBER THE THREE PARTY PACT TOO MAN. YOUR ANOTHER ONE OF MY MORE RECENT FRIENDS BAH, BUT FRIENDSHIPS SURE FORM QUICKLY MAN. REY LIKES BEING RIGHT, CHESS, ANIME, GUNZ UHHH YOUNG PEOPLE? XD

RICHARD (MR MILO): WELL RICHARD, MY FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU WAS ACTUALLY 'THAT DUDE WITH WEIRD STUFF ON HIS SHIRT' . BACK IN SEC 1 I THINK /= ANYWAYS YEA LAR, YOUR A SWELL GUY. BUTHEN YOU KEEP PANG-SEHING ME!!! WTH MAN! RICHARD LIKES SWIMMING, HIS 'BABY MILO' SHIRTS, GUNDAM, CARDGAMES AND THIS CUTE GIRL FROM NEXT DOOR. XD

RUITING(FLOURINE): THINK POSITIVE! KNOWING YOU FOR THIS WHILE, ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT YOU REALLY REALLY SHOULD BE MORE OPTIMISTIC. HEY, TOMMOROWS ALWAYS A NEW DAY, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. SO, TRY NOT TO TAKE THINGS TOO HARD YEA. LIKES..DANCING, UMM HUGGING, AND NOT BEING LEFT OUT, PEOPLE, SHES HERE!

SHAIHOEW(FUR BRAIN): YOUR PRETTY QUIET. HMM, I WOULD PON A COUNCIL MEETING THINKING IM THE ONLY ONE SKIPPING. THEN YOU WOULD SMS ME TO ASK WHAT THE MEETING WAS ABOUT >.< BLUR, BUT STILL LIKEABLE . SHAI HOEW LIKES SLACKING YEEAP! =D

SHAWN(MR TEEN) : YOU CAN GET DAMN EMO AT TIMES MAN. REMEMBER, ANGER MANAGEMENT!!! =D I KNOW YOUR A NICE GUY AT HEART, BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T EXPRESS IT OUT OR KINDA JUST, EXPLODE FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON. WELL, WHATEVER LAR, YOUR STILL MY FRIEND. SHAWN LIKES HIS MR TEEN TROPHY, KEEPING HIMSELF TO HIMSELF AND NOT BEING IN THE PRESENCE OF PEOPLE WHO SING OUT LOUD. XD

SHAZANA(YEA, YOUR VERYCUTE LAR =D) : UHH, GOLDFISH? SHAZANA'S KINDA SQUEALISH AT TIMES...NOWAIT...MAKE THAT ALOT OF TIMES. >.< WHICH REMINDS ME, HAVEN'T BEEN TALKING TO SHAZANA MUCH LATELY, MUAHAHA. XD MOST MEMORABLE EVENTS WOULD PROBABLY THOSE MULTIPLE CRUSHES SHE CAN HAVE BAH >>>>><<<<

SHUYI( TOMATOMATOMATOMATOMATOMATOMA) : SHUYI'S ANOTHER ONE THAT KEEPS HERSELF TO HERSELF. HMMM, BUT SHES GREAT TO CONFIDE IN, AS LONG AS YOU DON'T EXPECT MUCH REPLIES >.< . NAH, BUT SHE CAN KEEP SECRETSH, YEAEP. SHE HAS THIS CROCODILE STAPLER THAT I THINK ISNT A CROCODILE. SHUYI HAS NO FIXED FAVOURITE COLOURRR, AND SHE WANTS YOU TO COMPLIMENT HER HAIR, NAUS! XD

SIOK HWEE(SHUT UP!) : I FIRST KNEW YOU IN SEC 2 WHEN YOU *AHEM* SPREAD THAT THING ABOUT ME. RIIIIGHT. HALFWAY THROUGH YOU REBONDED YOUR HAIR AND BECAME LESS BUSHY. XD SIOKHWEE HAS THESE DAMN PAINFUL SLAPS IN THE BACK, THAT YOU REALLY HAVE TO EXPERIENCE TO BELIEVE. AND WITH HER IN THE ROOM, FORGET ABOUT PEACE AND QUIET. =X BUTTHEN, SHES ALRIGHT TO TALK TO. SEEMS TO LIKE GOSSIP BUT YOUR SECRET CAN BE PRETTY SAFE WITH HER. SIOK UH, LKES CHOCOLATE BAH.

SYAHIDA(EH?) : THE ORIGINAL BLUR SOTONG >.< NOLAR, SYAHIDAS DAMN SMART, SHE MAY SEEM BLUR ON THE OUTSIDE BUT DONT EVER UNDERESTIMATE HER MAN. FIRST MEMORABLE CONVERSATION WOULD BE ON MSN BAH =D MORE THAN 3 YEARS BACK =P . SYAHIDA LIKES BLUEEEEE AND MORE BLUE. =D

THECKYEE(THECKY) : FOUR YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP MAN. STILL REMEMBER WE USED TO EAT INSTANT NOODLES TOGETHER AT THE BB COURT IN THE OLD SCHOOL. HAHA. WE KINDA LOST TOUCH FOR AWHILE IN SEC 3..HMM. STILL REMEMBER YOU WERE TRYING TO BULLY ME ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL >.<. THECKY LIKES ANIMES, COMIC BOOKS, HMM HIS BROTHER? =D WE SURE TALK ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS, HUH? HEH

VALERIE(MUSHROOM) : OKAY NOW THIS WAS THE MOST EPIC SCENARIO EVER. YEAP. HOWS ABOUT FINDING SOMEONE WHO HAS THESE DAMN SIMILAR INTERESTS AND CHARACTERISTICS AS ME AND HITTING OFF WELL UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENED AND WE LOST TOUCH FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS? EPIC RIGHT? VALERAY LIKES UMM, SHORT HAIR >< DARK CHOCOLATE, LIMEGREEN AND OVER USING HER PHONE. =P

WAIHON(GLEN): GEEZ MAN, STILL REMEMBER YOUR FAMOUS HORNTITUDES ><. NOLAR, BUT YOU'VE GOT YOUR ANGER IN CHECK RECENTLY, SO YEA, PROUD OF YOU MAN. YOU TEND TO PANGSEH ME ONCE IN AWHILE, BUT AT LEAST YOUR A EAR I CAN SPEK TO AT TIMES. WAIHON LIKES GAMING. YEAP, GAMING. AND WEIRD SLING BAGS >>><<

WILKINS (FIZZY LIQUID =P) : STILL REMEMBER BACK IN THE MAPLESTORY DAYS WHEN YOU HELPED ME WITH THAT DAMN GAME. XD WELL, YOUR ANOTHER NPCC MATE THAT HELPED MAKE THE WHOLE THING MORE BEARABLE. WE KINDA LOST CONTACT AFTER YOU WENT TO 3/5 AND EVENTUALLY EVEN CHANGED MT CLASSES, BUT..THINGS SEEM TO BE BACK ON TRACK RIGHT. =D WILKINS UH, LIKES HUGE STUFFS MAN. COME TO THINK OF IT, I KNOW OF MORE STUFFS YOU DON'T LIKE, THAN THOSE YOU LIKE =X.

XUANYU(YAR, GOT YOU TOO): I REMEMBER HOW YOU, WILKS AND ZHIYANG CHIPPED IN TO BUY ME A TICKET TO GET HOME WHEN I LOST MY WALLET THAT DAY =P. SHALL NEVER FORGET THAT. WHICH REMINDS ME, THAT WAS A DAMN RANDOM GATHERING WASNT IT >.< XUANYU'S ANOTHER WHOSE DISLIKES I KNOW MUCH MORE THAN LIKES.

ZHIKAI(MEI) : STILL REMEMBER THE NIGHTWALK LAST YEAR =P ANYONE BULLY YOU, JUST CALL ME, THEY DIE LE. =D ANOTHER NPCC MATE WHO MADE THE TORMENT EASIER BACK IN THOSE DAYS WHERE TRAINING WAS A NIGHTMARRREEE. ZHIKAIS PRETTY EMO-KID THOUGH. BUT AT LEAST HE DOESN'T PANG SEH THAT MUCH. =P IM GUESSING YOU LIKE CUTE STUFF, CAUSE YOU DONT SPEAK MUCH ABOUT YOURSELF EITHER. HAHA.

ZHIYANG(ZHIYANG): XD NEVER TOLD YOU THIS BEFORE, BUT YOU WERE KINDA LIKE A BIG BROTHER TO ME IN SEC ONE AND TWO. FEELING UNSURE? GET REASSSURED BY ZHIYANG MAN! XD ALTHOUGH WE BARELY TALK AFTER SEC 2. I KNOW YOUR FAVOURITE COLUR, BUT I KINDA FORGOT AFTER SO LONG. BUT I REMEMBER YOU TELLING ME A LONG TIME BACK >.< . EITHER WAY, ITS BEEN GREAT KNOWING YOU MAN!

THATS ABOUT IT BAH. WHOEVER I DIDN'T ADD, TS NOT THAT YOUR NOT MY FRIEND, ITS JUST I DONT HAVE YOUR NUMBER >.< . AND IM KINDA DAMN LAZY TO TYPE EVERYTHING >.<. PROMS IN A FEW HOURS TIME, HEH.

IT ALL ENDS HERE I GUESS.

C'YAS!

2008-11-23T02:04:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM THE FIRST NIGHTWALK I'VE HAD IN A LONG WHILE. HEH, HUAT SOON, YOU '够 BROTHER 的‘ =D

FEEL LIKE TYPING IN CAPS RIGHT NOW, SO YEA...

HMM, WENT TO GYM LATE TODAY CAUSE HUATSOON HAD HIS CI COURSE, THEN DECIDED TO HAVE A LATE DINNER AT JURONG POINT, LEAVING AT AROUND CLOSE TO 10.

NEITHER OF US WANTED TO GO HOME YET, SO WE TOOK THE LONG WAY HOME, WALKING THROUGH THE HUGE INDUSTRIAL AREA AROUNDMY HOUSE. ALONG THE WAY WE GOT SIDETRACKED AND STARTED GOING AROUND DIFFERENT PATHS, ENDING UP NEAR THE JURONG BIRDPARK. WENT TO THE NOW CLOSED REPTILE FARM AND SAW A COUPLE OF SLEEPING CROCS =D

THEN WENT UP THE HILL TO JURONG'S LOOKOUT POINT. COULD SEE PRACTICALLY THE ENTIRE AREA FROM THERE. SAW DAMN LOT OF COUPLES THERE, WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW IT WAS A GREAT PLACE TO PROPOSE =P. WELL, IT DOES HAVE A PRETTY ROMANTIC ATMOSPHERE >.< . BUT NEVERTHELESS WE PROMISED EACH OTHER WE'LL BRING OUR INDIVIDUAL GIRLFRIENDS HERE IN THE NEAR FUTURE =D.

WHILE WALKING DOWN THE HILL WE GOT REALLY REALLY HIGH, AT 12 IN THE MORNING =P ( WE WERE LITERALLY REALLY HIGH UP) SO WE DECIDED...TO SING =X . TURNED ON SOME MUSIC AND BEGAN SINGING AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS, ' UPTOWN GIRL,SHES BEEN LIVING IN HER UPTOWN WORLD....' WE SANG THROUGH ALL THE LOVE SONGS WE BOTH KNEW AND THEN TO SOME DAMN RANDOM SONGS. 'XI SHUA SHUA' ANYONE? =P BETTER THAN KBOX MAN!

WALKED THROUGH THE INDUSTRIAL AREA AGAIN, AND REACHED THE NEARBY SHOPPING MALL AT AROUND 1. DRANK SOME COFFEE BOUGHT AT SEVEN ELEVEN AND CARRIED ON CHATTING. TALKED ABOUT GIRLS IN PARTICULAR =D BOTH OF US NEVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND BEFORE, WELL EXCRPT FOR KINDERGARTEN, REMEMBER THERE WAS THIS GIRL WHO WOULD FEED ME WITH TIDBITS STOLEN FROM THE CANTEEN EVERYDAY =P. (HIS 'GIRLFRIEND' DID HIS HOMEWORK =P)

WELL, WE HAVE THE SAME OPINIONS REGARDING RELATIONSHIPS ALRIGHT, NO MATTER HOW SHE LOOKS LIKE, OR HOW SHE ACTS, THE GIRL YOU LOVE IS ALWAYS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL IN YOUR EYES, NOTHING CAN REPLACE HER. NOTHING TRUER THAN THAT =D, AMEN

2PLUS IN THE MORNING AND I KINDA WANT TO GO SWIMMING TOMMOROW MORNING >.<. BUT IM PRETTY HIGH. JUST FINISHED JAMMING 'DEATHMASK DIVINE' AND 'CLOSED CASKET REQUIEM' OVER AND OVER AGAIN ON MY GUITAR. THEY'RE BY THE BLACK DAHLIA MURDER. MOST OF YOU PROBABLY HAVEN'T EVEN HEARD OF THEM, THEY'RE A DEATH METAL BAND. AND YEA, IM A BIG DEATH METAL FAN. DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T LIKE OTHER GENRES OF MUSIC, BUT I JUST LIKE ALL THE SCREAMING AND POWER RADIATING FROM SUCH SONGS.

FEELS SO FINAL. THIS IS KINDA HOW I'LL SPEND MY LAST DAY I GUESS. WELL TOMMOROW IS MY LAST DAY. AS A STUDENT OF COMMONWEALTH. 4 YEARS OF MEMORIES MAN. SO MANY UNEXPECTED THINGS HAPPENED IN THOSE YEARS. I WENT IN AS ONE PERSON AND CAME OUT A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT ENTITY. HMM, BUT SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD JUST REMAIN THAT WAY FOR AWHILE LONGER, BE YOUNGER AGAIN? =/

NAH, BUT TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NO MAN, ITS GOOD TO REMEMBER, BUT SOMEONE STUCK IN THE PAST ISN'T GOING TO BE ABLE TO LIVE FOR THE FUTURE. THAT WAS KINDA MY MOTTO LAST TIME, WELL AT LEAST I THINK IT WAS. THE PAST FEW MONTHS HAVE REALLY REALLY BEEN VERY BAD FOR ME. I'M KINDA STUCK IN LIMBO NOW, STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW, FORGET WHERE I'M GOING, WHO I AM OR WHERE IM GOING.

MUCHO APPRECIATO IF SOMEONE CAN JUST GIVE ME A GENTLE PUSH BACK IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I DONT REMEMBER MYSELF BEING SO WEAK. HEH, I THINK I TOOK A WRONG TURN ON THE 'CHOOSE A PERSONALITY' SCREEN YOU GET WHEN YOU GAMEOVER =D

I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL JERK RIGHT NOW.

ASK ABOUT IT I GUESS, I HAVE TIME TO KILL.

HMMM, MAYBE I'LL JUST JAM A LITTLE MORE BEFORE HITTING THE SACK. I WANT TO LEARN THE PIANO! AND MAYBE SOME MARTIAL ARTS? =X SWIMMING, AND GET A DAMN JOB ALREADY.

ENJOY YOUTH WHILE IT LASTS. I'M ALMOST AT THE END OF IT. SO MANY THINGS I COULD'VE DONE, BUT I SHOULDN'T REGRET. HEY, LIFE'S ALL ABOUT EXPERIENCE RIGHT? I SHOULD LOOK FORWARD, LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES AND BE A BETTER PERSON.

THAT WAS THE OLD ME SPEAKING. HAHAH. WELL, I GUESS I'M OFF ON A JOURNEY TO FIND MYSELF AGAIN. SURPRISING HOW MUCH YOU CAN REMEMBER, AND AT THE SAME TIME HOW MUCH YOU FORGET.

THIS IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE MOST HEART-TO-HEART POSTS SO FAR. DONT REALLY WANT TO END IT, BUT I KINDA NEED SLEEP. =P GONNA HAVE A HANGOVER AT ORCHARD TMLO =D HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. BEST MAKE THE BEST USE OF IT!

TO YOU, WHOEVER YOU THINK I'M REFERING TO: IT'S BEEN GREAT KNOWING YOU. NO REGRETS THERE RIGHT =D I KNOW I CAN GET REALLY OFF-TRACK SOMETIMES AND THERE ARE THINGS I JUST CANT PREVENT MYSELF FROM DOING. I MEAN, I REALLY TRY TO BE A NICE GUY, MAYBE MAKE SOMEONE'S DAY ABIT BRIGHTER, OR ADD SOME SPARKLES INTO SOMEONES NIGHT SKY. BUT I'M JUST NOT REALLY CUT OUT FOR IT I GUESS. I REALLY REALLY TRY, I DON'T WANT TO BE REMEMBERED AS A JERK. NEITHER DOES IT MAKE ME FEEL GOOD WHEN I MAKE SOMEONE SAD. BUT IT'S JUST...ME. I KNOW SORRIES ARENT ENOUGH, BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I DONT MEAN THE THINGS I SAY. I DONT MEAN TO MAKE YOU SAD, I DONT MEAN TO SPOIL YOUR DAY. ITS JUST THE JERKY SIDE OF ME SPEAKING. ITS JUST MY BACKGROUND, AND I CANT HELP IT. THAT BEING SAID AND DONE, NO, IM NOT OFFERING REPARATIONS =X

ALRIGHT, SHALL RECOUNT ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE MADE SINCE SECONDARY ONE. ALPHABETICALLY =D

AFIQ (ASS) : YOU WERE MY FIRST FRIEND IN SCHOOL. STILL REMEMBER WHEN WE DID THAT CLASS FORUM THINGY TOGETHER. >.< PARKOUR, JACKASS-ING, EVERY TREND I FOLLOWED IN THE FIRST TWO YEARS WERE KINDA WITH YOU. ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES YOU KINDA GET ME REALLY PISSED OFF BECAUS OUR VIEWS DIFFER, BUT I GUESS THATS HOW FRIENDSHIP GOES...WE BALANCE OUT RIGHT? YOU PROBABLY DON;T EVEN APPROVE OF THIS EMO POST BUT I SAY 'YMD' XD METAL, DEATH METAL POWER METAL HARDROCK WHATEVER MAN. PINK WITH BLACK, YOUR 'PERFECT' EYESIGHT AND JAPANESE GIRLS. =D

AMEER(BROTHER): HEH, BEING THAT RASCIST ASS THAT I AM, I CANT HELP TEASING YOU AT EVERY TURN. HOPE YOU KNOW NONE OF THEM WERE REALLY WHAT I MEANT. RACIAL DIFFERENCE OR NO YOUR STILL MY FELLOW 23RD SEPTEMBER-IAN , BROTHERS FOR LIFE MAN. COMPETITION FOR THE STRONGEST TOO =D AMEER LIKES MUSCLES, YEAP, ARM WRESTLING, CYCLING AND TAMIL SONGS =D

ANNE(ANT); DIDN'T REALLY KNOW YOU THAT WELL IN LOWER SEC, BUT WE KINDA HIT OFF LATER RIIGHT =P HMMM BAKING! JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT DECISION YOU MAY MAKE, RIGHT OR WRONG, AS A FRIEND, I'LL ALWAYS, BE A FRIEND =D THATS WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY. STUPID ANNE LIKES SINGERS WITH WHINY VOICES, VISUAL KEI, HER RED CONTACTS AND UHH, HER NOW-QUITE-BOUNCY-HAIR? XD

ASHRAF(NCC!): SORRY WE STARTED OFF REALLY PRETTY BAD. (ABOUT THAT WATER BOTTLE STUFFS) YOU CAN BE PRETTY MEAN AT TIMES, BUT THATS IGNORING MYSELF AT TIMES TOO, SO I WON'T BE POINTING ANY FINGERS. AHHH WHATEVER.

CHIN HWEE(LAN) : HEH. ALTHOUGH I CANT REALLY UNDERSTAND YOU AT TIMES, AWW WTH LAR, WE'RE STILL FRIENDS RIGHT? ANIME, FINAL FANTASY VII, MEGAMAN BATTLE NETWORK, AND UHH...NINJAS? XD

CHINGYI(REIZEI): YOUR ONE OF MY MOST RECENT FRIENDS, WE HIT OFF PRETTY FAST HUH? GUESS WE'RE KINDA LIKED MINDED WHETHER YOU WANT TO ADMIT IT OR NOT. GOOD LUCK NEXT YEAR MAN! REMEMBER THE THREE PARTY PACT! YOUR AN ALL-BLACK-ER, A FAN OF J-ROCK AND JROCKHAIRSTYLES. CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING THAT COMES TO MIND RIGHT NOW =P OH YEA, GUNZ NOOB XDDDDDD

CHRISTOPHER(UHH?): WE WERE GREAT FRIENDS FOR AWHILE, THEN FELL OUT AND PATCHED UP. THATS HOW I REMEMBER IT ANYWAYS. I PICK ON YOU SOMETIMES, BUT HEY MAN, YOUR MY FRIEND, I WOULDN'T HAVE ANY BONES TO PICK WITH YOU. GOOD LUCK NEXT YEAR TOO. HEIL HITLER? CONVERSE-Y FOOTWEAR, RETRO MUSIC AND YOUR XBOX 360 YEA.

ELLISE (ALICE =P) : IT'S ONEFINEDAY RIGHT! XD LOVE YOUR GOSSIP MAN! GREEN LAR. AND FEELING THAT EVERYONE ELSE ARE LOSERS. =P

HUAT SOON(BRO): WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR FOUR YEARS TOO. FORGOT WHEN WE STARTED TO HIT IT OFF, BUT HECK MAN, BROTHERS FOR LIFE TOO. CYCLING, JOGGING, WORKING OUT, ARCADE, WRESTLING =D

HUILIN(DINOSAUR ><): ONE YEAR HOR! ENJOYED BEING YOUR 'RUNNING MATE'. LETS SEE UH, YOU BORROWED MY PE SHIRT TWICE, DIDN'T FEEL LIKE RUNNING 13 TIMES, TRIPPED 2 TIMES, SMILED AN INFINITE NUMBER OF TIMES, AND FROWNED ABOUT 50-ODD TIMES BAH. BUTTHEN MOST OF THE TIME I WAS RECITING MY DAY LEHS. OKAY, LETS SEE WHAT ELSE I CAN REMEMBER. YOU LIKE HOT-PINK, READING, EATING =P, HAS TONNES OF SECRETS, SMILES LIKE, 24-7, ICECREAM, ICE KACANG AND HAS A PAIR OF GLASSES YOU ALWAYS REFUSE TO CHANGE. LIKES COOKING BUT USELESS IN A KITCHEN =X (JK LUH). OKAY CANT SAY OUT YOUR HEIGHT AND WEIGHT, OR I'LL PROBABLY GET KILLED. SO YEAP, THATS HL IN HER FINEST. XD

JERELYN(PARTNER!): ZEBRA-CROSSING, YEAP. I KINDA HAVE TO ADMIT YOUR QUICK RECOVERY FROM EMO-NESS. THAT'S MIND OVER MATTER FOR YOU MAN! ORANGE! ALTHOUGH THE MOST MEMORABLE THING WAS STILL THE WHOLE FATAL FRAME THING >.<>.<

JINGHONG(F------) : >.< HEY, CARD-GUY, ENJOYED BEING IRRITATED BY YOU FOR HALF A YEAR IN SECONDARY THREE MAN. NO SARCASM. YEAP. OKAY LAR, I PICK ON YOU HERE AND THEN, BUT JUST KNOW THAT I DONT MEAN WHAT I SAY, ALRIGHT, ALL IN ALL, YOUR MY FRIEND. OKAY JH LIKES YUGIOH, POKEMON CARDS, DUEL MASTER CARDS, CARD GAMES, MATHS. GOLD AND SILVERR RIIIIGHT? YEAP. =X

JOANNE(TOMATO!) : YOU STILL FEEL LIKE A SISTER TO ME. I MEAN SERIOUSLY, YOU SHOULD JUST CHANGE YOUR BIRTHDATE TO THE 24TH OF SEPTEMBER SO YOU CAN BE LIKE A YOUNGER SISTER. I CANT REMEMBER WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR BECAUSE ALL I THINK ABOUT WHEN I THINK OF YOU IS RED. DISTINCT ORANGE SPECS. XD STOP LOOKING DOWN ON YOURSELF LAR, YOUR JUST AS SMART AND CAPABLE AS EVERYONE ELSE, MAYBE EVEN MORE SO. ALL YOU NEED IS CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF! LIKE I ALWAYS SAY, 'GOGO TOMATO!'

CHUN HONG (KOK) : SORRY ABOUT THE WHOLE INCIDENT IN SEC 1. BAD START, YEA, I KNOW. BUT WHATEVER, YOUR A SWELL GUY MAN, COULD NEVER IMAGINE YOU CRYING UNTIL THAT DAY. YOU HAVE A DAMN GOOD MEMORY MAN. HMM IM GUESING YOU LIKE MEDITATION, PHILOSOPHY AND LIKELY THE COLOUR BLUE =D THATS COMMON GROUND (THE MEDITATION AND PHILOSOPHY PART.) FRIENDS?

LEEHUI (WHATS WITH LURVEGURL) : AIYA, MY COUNCIL VICE PRESIDENT UH, VERY COOL DE. COLOUR WOULD BE BEIGE RIGHT? =D ALWAYS A CONSTANT SOURCE OF SUNSHINE FOR EVERYONE. DON'T 'XIAYU' ALREADY LAR, TIME FOR THE SUN-AND RAINBOW TO RISE.

OMG, ITS 0327 IN THE MORNING, CRAPPPPPP, SWIMMING TOMMOROWS GONNA BE SOO SCREWED. IM STILL HALFWAY ON THE LIST =X

LEELING(SUPER SMART) : SAX! XD HAVE TO SAY I ADMIRE YOUR STUDIOUS SPIRIT. YOU CARRIED ON CHIONGING WHEN I GAVE UP. HARDCORE MAN! XD IM GUESSING YOU LIKE RED. AND NO, I DIDN'T BEFRIEND YOU GUYS BECAUSE OF 'THAT' , I BEFRIENDED YOU GUYS BECAUSE I WANTED TO.

LEONE (WALAO, SO LONG NEVER MEET ALREADY) : WHY MAN??? GO HANG OUT WITH OTHER FRIENDS THEN FORGET ABOUT ME LE. STILL REMEMBER WE USED TO GO HOME TOGETHER AFTER NPCC TRAINING. HAHA, WHATEVER LAR, GOING TO CALL YOU UP SOON.

LOIS(LEUUUU-WISSS-SII)(CARROT) : YOU AND YOUR FAMOUS ORANGE GLASSES =D. YOUR REALLY PRETTY MULTI-TALENTED MAN, SHOULD MAKE YOUR SKILLS MORE KNOWN. HMM, AS PART OF THE GARDEN VEGGIE COMMITTEE, I HEREBY AWARD YOU WITH A MEDAL OF GREENERY. *SALUTE* =D PIANO AND (LESS KNOWN) GUITAR. BEING A KIND SOUL AND REMINDING OTHERS OF HOMEWORK. =D

MABEL(MARBLE) : MUST YOU ALWAYS SAY THE SAME THINGS I SAY AT THE SAME MOMENT? =P MOST MEMORABLE PHRASE WOULD BE THE ' YOUR HOUSE BIGGER THAN MINE, YOUR KITCHEN BIGGER THAN MINE, YOUR HALL BIGGER THAN MINE, YOUR ROOM BIGGER THAN MINE, BUT MY CLOSET BIGGER THAN YOUR' XD JPOP AND THOSE TAIWAN AND JAPANESE AND KOREAN DRAMAS RIIIIGHT.

MIAOLING(MEOW): YOUR A GREAT CONFIDANT. YEEAP. PLUS YOU LIKE READING TOO! YAY. (OMG, SO DAMN TIRED NOW I CANT THINK OF MUCH ELSE) GUESS YOU LIKE DRAWING RANDOM CUTE STUFF ON YOUR NOTEBOOK? DRESSES WITH LOTS OF BUTTONS =X AND LOUUD MUSIC.

OKAY GOING OFF, RESUME THIS LIST SOME OTHER DAY. TYPING THIS REALLY MADE ME FEEL BETTER HAHAHA.

RANDOM PICTURES:

VIEW FROM THE TOP OF THE HILL(JURONG ISLAND) THATS ALOT OF LIGHTS.

NEGATIVE ON THE COOL GLIPH AT THE TOP OF LOOKOUT POINT.
HIGHWAY!
NEGATIVE OF THE AREA =P

NEGATIVE!

VIEW(WITH HUATSOON)
HAHA.

ANOTHER VIEW
=PMY NEW NECKLACE! =D

ALRIGHTIES, SAYONARA ! ITS KINDA...0346 AM NOW. RAWRS!

2008-11-22T13:48:00.007+08:00

2duality! xD

Somehow I don't really feel like blogging these days.

...

Well, since the last post, which is kinda, a week ago, quite alot has happened.

Afiq and Norman stayed over on Thursday, scared themselves silly with the hotel626 website =X
Was too busy playing chess on Afiq's laptop to notice >.<

Because of unforseen circumstances, Friday's outing was called off and postponed to sometime next week. Friday hence became 'sleeping day' =P

Saturday went to gym with Huat Soon as usual then Steamboat at night with CY >.< Junjie and Eunice were there and they probably ate twice as much as us =x

Sunday was movie with HC, also bought the coat for tmlos prom. Although by some damn weird luck bought the same coat as CY =/

Can't remember whether it was Monday or Tuesday that Afiq and Norman came over to spend some quality time with Monopoly and Scrabble cause we were all so DAMN BORED! Developed a fever that day cause of sheer boredom =x

Wednesday to Friday this week was 4/3's Class Chalet! Three Cheers to the Organisers: Ben, Jasong and Leehui for a smashing success! =D

Well, kinda used the time there to mix around more, but most importantly I cleared up something which had been hounding on me for a loooong while now.

I'm kinda reaally bored now.... Soooo, anyone with plans, please, please ASK ME ALONG >.< I'm really really really boreddddddddd!

Random pictures:
Some Street in Bugis >.<Steamboat!

Me and Norman were bored =P
Finally got my coat =D

On the MRT to Pasir Ris, Waihon looked cute with those earphones =xWhere Obama gets his funds =x

Chalet! Was emoing on the second floor >.<

Mr Chua and me with a weird expression
My eyes just look strange these days
Yeap
And again.

I rest my case.

Duality!! xD

I always thought the Cheers logo was damn cute =D

Cya! Post more soooon!

Paralyzed- The Used

Before I could ever let you go, gonna beg until I drive you mad
And say something you could understand
I'm a statue baby, knock me out

Oh how these moments fade away, you say you never loved me
We say things we didn't mean to say
I take it back, I take it all back now
I take it back, I take it all back

Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same?

You mean more to me than you'll ever know
You're my girl and I think it's a shame
That we get along this way
I'm just a statue try to knock me out

I guess these moments fade away, you say you never loved me
We say things we didn't mean to say
I take it back, I take it all back now
I take it back, I take it all back

Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same?

Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same?

Ya I know you feel the same, you gotta let me know
I'm dying inside you know
Knock me out
I'm dying inside you know
Let me know, knock me out

Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same? (3x)

You gotta let me know
I'm dying inside you know
Knock me out
I'm dying inside you know
Let me know, knock me out.

2008-11-21T13:41:00.002+08:00

Back from chalet. Went home a day later than i expected =/. But it was fun, so.....Cheers

Damn tired, shall post as soon as I get some sleep...........................................................................

2008-11-14T12:48:00.001+08:00

xD was bored

2008-11-13T02:45:00.002+08:00

Tonights time spent =P

Finally found a link where heroes would work. I realy really raelly really sincerely hope the sun would shine tmlo morning.

I meant in 5 hours time =x

2008-11-12T19:51:00.004+08:00

Heroes won't load! =(

Anyways, today was the last day of exams =D yay!

5seconds of silence
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Ogeh.

So going to start on my list, glad i made one actually, cause, I'm not really sure what i want to do right now. >.<

Time for another piece of philosophy from your resident philosopher-wannabe

Shall be talking about friendship today. Friends are people you go out with, people you get in touch with and people whom generally do NOT want to harm you =x Although, from personal experience, sometimes you can really hurt a friend simply by trying not to let him/her get hurt. Reason being you just aren't him/her.

An example would be say person A, whom i'm going to name as Peter. Lets say Peter went and found himself a girlfriend that his heads over heels over. He'd do practically anything for her. However, this girlfriend can be pretty restrictive at times. Maybe sometimes she'd not let him hang out with his girl-friends just because shes jealous, or concerned. Then sometimes she just wont let him hang out with his other friends because she doesn't want him to 'get hurt' or she thinks they are bad company. Peter himself is feeling miserable, but doesnt voice out too much because he loves her. Because of such matters its a pretty unhealthy relationship because both parties just cannot come to a mutual understanding and respect each other like they ought to.

In the course of this relationship, Peter and his girlfriend tend to be more emotional because of the unstable-ness of the entire situation. So lets say one fine day his girlfriend got really jealous of one of Peter's childhood friends and started threatening her, to 'stay away' from him. His friend, obviously not giving in, expresses her disapproval of Peter's girlfriend, threatening to sever ties if this carries on. Peter himself is pretty much blindly in love and seriously neglects his other friends and puts his girlfriend before them in practically any situation. In the end, Peter is left practically without any friends and still facing relationship problems.

He expresses remorse, but his friends are convinced that either his girlfriend leaves, or they leave, since they find it to be simply irritating that he values her over them to such an extent that they seemingly don't matter. Peter is left with a dilemna where he is still unable to leave her because his hearts with her.

Classic example huh?

In my honest opinion, I feel that friends really shouldn't take matters into their own hands. Sometimes friends can be pretty annoying when they make decisions on relationships solely based on what THEY think would be the best. Like forcing your friend to leave a relationship, or severing ties just because THEY feel its the best way.

Personally, that kind of thinking just sucks. Seriously. Even in the bset of interests, you may just be worseing the situation, not helping it. I hate even MY parents making decisions for me, let alone my friends. It's just that, everyones different. We all have our own mindsets, our own unique mentality. People are selfish by nature. No matter how you justify it to yourself, ultimately, the decision you make benefits you in some way.

I recently had an experience, where my friend did something pretty serious without first asking for my opinion. Well, that was our friendship down the drain. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one this things have happened to. People must understand that such decisions, seemingly for the best of your friends, are in actuality the most selfish thing you can do. Most of the time it blows up right in your face.

As friends, you should offer your advice, state how you feel, maybe right a wrong here and there. But making decisions between the both of you without seeking consultation is a wrong path to take. In earnest, I hope people can better manage relationships after this post =D Maybe I'll talk about relationships someday, once I escape this trap of single-ness >.<

Anyways, been shopping today with CY. Found pants and pin, Finally alls left is the coat/jacket/blazer im going to get soon =D

photos:

Chingyi's Mega-MacSpicy, all breast meat >.<xD

Zilian in the toiletChingyi's turn to zilian

Right.

UhuhAll I need is the COAT! rawrs~!

Still haven't finished loading!!! =(

Some gentle song to tide you through till my nextpost =DD

Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
I said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Sayonara Anata-s ~

2008-11-10T23:40:00.003+08:00

Penned it =D

Sometimes its hard to accept, but i'm just a boy. As much as i try to grow up fast, well, theres still alot of things i cant have control over. I make mistakes too. I didn't know you were so vindictive.

2008-11-10T22:21:00.001+08:00

Just been drawing, and drawing, and drawing all day. Well, just thought I'd post on what ive been doing.

So, not myself.

Schizophrenia.

A Very Real Scenario.

2008-11-10T00:44:00.001+08:00

By MARI YAMAGUCHI, Associated Press Writer Mari Yamaguchi, Associated Press Writer

TOKYO – A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday.

The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy.

"I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations.

The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said.

She has not yet been formally charged, but if convicted could face a prison term of up to five years or a fine up to $5,000.

Players in "Maple Story" raise and manipulate digital images called "avatars" that represent themselves, while engaging in relationships, social activities and fighting against monsters and other obstacles.

The woman used login information she got from the 33-year-old office worker when their characters were happily married, and killed the character. The man complained to police when he discovered that his beloved online avatar was dead.

The woman was arrested Wednesday and was taken across the country, traveling 620 miles from her home in southern Miyazaki to be detained in Sappporo, where the man lives, the official said.

The police official said he did not know if she was married in the real world.

In recent years, virtual lives have had consequences in the real world. In August, a woman was charged in Delaware with plotting the real-life abduction of a boyfriend she met through "Second Life," another virtual interactive world.

In Tokyo, police arrested a 16-year-old boy on charges of swindling virtual currency worth $360,000 in an interactive role playing game by manipulating another player's portfolio using a stolen ID and password.

Virtual games are popular in Japan, and "Second Life" has drawn a fair number of Japanese participants. They rank third by nationality among users, after Americans and Brazilians.

Stumbled across this. WTF?

2008-11-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

Was bored. Hmm, physics MCQ ~~tmlo~~ TODAY, but cant stop watching Heroes online >.< . Just don't feel like studying.

And my mind wanders again.

Bye.

Baby, these little things, will never come inbetween, your part of my entity..here for infinity.

2008-11-08T20:47:00.003+08:00

Went out the entire day yesterday >.<

Woke up at 7am just to go swimming, well the alarm rang...but let just say I didn't exactly wake up in time =P

Swam till 10 plus then went to meet Chingyi at his house. And he was playing Gunz! =D His keyboard was really stiff, so unavoidably, we both got trashed ingame >.<

We then met up with Rey at around..12plus? CY dilly-dally here and there, in the end Rey was actually earlier than us! =x

Went to City Plaza to check the hairstyling salon for Chingyi's plans for getting an extension . City plaza is a HAVEN for girls clothes man, DEFINITELY a place to shop for prom night clothes.

Then went to Bugis to look at clothing and SHOES, all of which unfortunately weren't what we were lanning on wearing. Arcade was next and saw this boy using BOTH hands to toss a ball each at the basketball machine.(ZOMG HACKER!) >< He got a high score.

Finally went back to Bukit Batok to have Botak Jones dinner Version 3.0 with Afiq, Norman, Chingyi, Rey, Waihon and Wilkins. (welcoming wilkins to the new 'knights of the round hamburger club' of botak jone-rs =x)

Finally found the shoe I was looking for in Westmall and we split up at around 9. Hung out in the fitness corner belw Cy's house with Afiq and Norman till 10+ before heading home. Dealt justice to this uncouth litterbug we say at the bustop.

photos:

Had fun with wax =D
Emokids

Rey being himself xD
Rey
Chingyi
Afiq

NormanMe (Yea i know, i candid-ed everyone except myself ><)

Waihon

Wilkins

Dinner! =D

Thats a Huge sausage

Gigantic Hamburger

C'ya then =D

Umbrella-Vanilla Sky (Parody, but the sound is nice)

You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come here to me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come here to me
Come here to me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining

Many things have happened, most out of my control. I just wish you wouldn't put the blame on me. And, I'm human too, put yourself in my shoes, I don't think you'd do things any different. Where are you when i need you now?

2008-11-06T23:41:00.004+08:00

Yay!

My exams are almost over!! =D

For today, I'll post about my proud 77 lovesongs playlist. Heard on the radio while at the barber's about this guy who didn't really have any love song to listen to while heartbroken. Well, the songs actually make the heartbreak worse...but at least you have someone who can connect with your feelings =D Here goes, by Alphabetical order:

1)Accidentally In Love- Counting Crows
2)All I Have To Give-Backstreet Boys
3)Almost-Bowling For Soup
4)Already Dead-Silverstein
5)Anata-L'Arc~en~Ciel
6)Another Perfect Day-American Hifi
7)The Art Of Losing-American Hifi
8)As If In A Dream-L'Arc~en~Ciel
9)Away From The Sun-3 Doors Down
10)Baby Come Home-American Hifi
11)Close Your Eyes-Westlife
12)Colourblind-Darius Danesh
13)Diary Of Jane-Breaking Benjamin
14)Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade
15)Fist Wrapped In Blood- Silverstein
16)Highs And Lows-American Hifi
17)History-Funeral For A Friend
18)Honest Mistake-The Bravery
19)How To Save A Life- The Fray
20)I'm Lost Without You-Blink 182
21)I Can Be Your Hero-Enrique Iglesias
22)I Cry-Westlife
23)I Just Don't Love You No More- Craig David
24)I Knew I Loved You-Savage Garden
25)I Miss You- Blink 182
26)The Ides Of March- Silverstein
27)If I Let You Go-Westlife
28)Incomplete-Backstreet Boys
29)Incredible-Darius Danesh
30)It Ends Tonight-The All-American Rejects
31)Just The Girl-The Click Five
32)Kryptonite-3 Doors Down
33)The Last Song-The All-American-Rejects
34)Last Train Home-Lost Prophets
35)Letters To You-Finch
36)Like A Rose-Westlife
37)Lonely No More-Rob Thomas
38)Miles Apart- Yellowcard
39)Move Along-The All-American Rejects
40)My Heroine-Silverstein
41)My Love-Westlife
42)Niji-L'Arc~en~Ciel
43)Ocean Acenue-Yellowcard
44)Ohio Is For Lovers-Hawthorne Heights
45)One More Sad Song-The All-American Rejects
46)Only Once-Yellowcard
47)P.S I Love You-The All-American Rejects
48)The Rain Leaves A Scar-L'Arc~en~Ciel
49)The Reason-Hoobastank
50)The Ring Song-The Bravery
51)Rise-American Hifi
52)Say Goodnight (Acoustic)- Bullet For My Valentine
53)Saying Sorry- Hawthorne heights
54)She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5
55)Shiver-Coldplay
56)Smashed Into Pieces-Silverstein
57)So I Need You-3 Doors Down
58)Someone To Love- Fountains Of Wayne
59)Sunday Mornings-Maroon 5
60)Swear It All Over Again-Westlife
61)Swing,Swing-The All-American Rejects
62)Tears Don't Fall(Acoustic)-Bullet For My Valentine
63)That Thing You Do- The Wonders
64)This Is How A Heart Breaks-Rob Thomas
65)This Is Not The End-The Bravery
66)This Love-Maroon 5
67)Time Won't Let Me Go-The Bravey
68)Top Of The World- The All-American Rejects
69)Truly Madly Deeply- Savage Garden
70)Unconditional-The Bravey
71)Uptown Girl- Westlife
72)Victims Of Love- Good Charlotte
73)Wake Up Call-Maroon 5
74)Way Away-Yellowcard
75)We Are So Last Year-Hawthorne Heights
76)Won't Go Home Without You-Maroon 5
77)Yellow-Coldplay

I actually keyed that in manually =P

Hope They Help =D Holy Crap, Afer Typing Those Songs, Im Typing Like Rey.

Stacy's Mom-Fountains Of Wayne

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on

Stacy, can I come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)
Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)

You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to be
I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on

Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared (the way she stared)
And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there" (a spot over there)

And I know that you think it's just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want, and I've waited so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong,
but I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long,
Stacy can't you see your just not the girl for me,
I know it might be wrong but oh oh
(I know it might be wrong)
I'm in love with (Stacy's mom oh oh)
(Stacys mom oh oh)
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

=D Cheerios

Do you know why i wore my specs again today?
It's cause i wanted to see your smile again.
It's been awhile...after so long. Just knew you'd find it funny =D

2008-11-04T22:10:00.003+08:00

Fahrenheit - Bu Hui Ai (Don't know how to love)

只好讓禮物安靜躺在我口袋
zhi hao rang li wu an jing tang zai wo kou dai
I only could let the present lie in my pocket

宁愿看著你跟他快樂聊到笑開 YEAH～
ning yuan kan zhe ni gen ta kuai le liao dao xiao kai YEAH~
I would rather watch you talking happily with him YEAH~

當用情兩字不足形容我情感
dang yong qing liang zi bu zu xing rong wo qing gan
When using love these two words are not enough to express my feelings

心情都隨你轉彎
xin qing dou sui ni zhuan wan
My mood will be influenced by you

耳机她輕輕吻我耳朵愛情更听不完
er ji ta qing qing wen wo er duo ai qing geng ting bu wan
The headphones kissing my ears, the love that is neverending to hear

适合我們的從不是浪漫
shi he wo men de cong bu shi lang man
What is suitable for us is not to be romantic

你不會愛我的愛我明白
ni bu hui ai wo de ai wo ming bai
You don't know how to love my love I understand

你的最愛那一塊哪天我才存在
ni de zui ai na yi kuai na tian wo cai cun zai
Your favourite, that part, when would that day which I exist

我不會愛你的愛受傷害
wo bu hui ai ni de ai shou shang hai
I don't know how to love, your love, getting hurt

所以宁愿安靜的等待
suo yi ning yuan an jing de deng dai
Which is why I would rather wait quietly

只剩下冰冷空气陪我一整晚
zhi sheng xia bing leng kong qi pei wo yi zheng wan
Only the cold air accompanies me the whole night

寂寞卻多到塞車根本無法動彈 YEAH～
ji mo que duo dao sai che geng ben wu fa dong tan YEAH~
Loneliness so much that there's traffic jam, which is impossible to move YEAH~

一翻身我在半夜突然就醒來
yi fan sheng wo zai ban ye tu ran jiu xing lai
When I turn over, I'll awaken from my sleep

夢里你的唇柔軟
meng li ni de chun rou ruan
In my dreams, your lips are very soft

耳机她輕輕吻我耳朵愛情更听不完
er ji ta qing qing wen wo er duo ai qing geng ting bu wan
The headphones kissing my ears, the love that is neverending to hear

适合我們的從不是浪漫
shi he wo men de cong bu shi lang man
What is suitable for us is not to be romantic

你不會愛我的愛我明白
ni bu hui ai wo de ai wo ming bai
You don't know how to love, my love, I understand

你的最愛那一塊哪天我才存在
ni de zui ai na yi kuai na tian wo cai cun zai
Your favourite, that part, when would that day which I exist

我不會愛你的愛受傷害
wo bu hui ai ni de ai shou shang hai
I don't know how to love, your love, getting hurt

所以宁愿安靜的等待 WO~
suo yi ning yuan an jing de deng dai WO~
Which is why I would rather wait quietly WO~

愛你我慢不下來沒有哪一天例外
ai ni wo man bu xia lai mei you na yi tian li wai
There's no other day that I can slow down the pace of loving you

愿自己比快我會赶上你未來 HO～
yuan zi ji bi kuai wo hui gan shang ni wei lai HO~
I would rather challenge myself to chase your future HO~

你不會愛我的愛我明白
ni bu hui ai wo de ai wo ming bai
You don't know how to love, my love, I understand

你的最愛那一塊哪天我才存在
ni de zui ai na yi kuai na tian wo cai cun zai
Your favourite, that part, when would that day which I exist

我不會愛你的愛受傷害
wo bu hui ai ni de ai shou shang hai
I don't know how to love, your love, getting hurt

所以宁愿安靜的等待
suo yi ning yuan an jing de deng dai
Which is why I would rather wait quietly

Thecky Dedicated this song to me awhile ago. Didn't really pay attention to it until today when my senior asked my to listent to chinese songs for tomlos chinese paper. It was the only chinese song i had >.<

I guess it's pretty touching..Somehow I can connect to this song =x Thecky rocks! can understand me so well xD

Alright, late, nitenites =D

2008-11-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

If You Come Back To Me-Bowling For Soup

You were right all along.
You know I hate that, admitting I was wrong.
So I don't answer the phone when it's you.
It's funny when I see the caller I.D.
Shows the phone line's still in your dad's name.
So hey, I'm doing OK.
And I'll get back to you if you come back to me.
Your voice is so Marilyn Monroe.
It's funny how that makes me wanna smash the phone.
I wonder if J.F.K. ever felt this way.
All alone, like Summer when it snows.
So out of place, so out of those fake smiles.
I used to do so well.
And here's the part of the song
Where I start to break down like my broken heart.
But it's not gonna matter
The lines are all down from a hurricane
They should have named after you.
Maybe I should get a Scorpions ringtone
To remind me of you.
CHORUS
So hey, I'm doing OK.
And I'll get back to you if you come back to me.
Oh, here we go.
Just like a broken record skippin' apart
That we both oughta know by heart.
(2nd time:
And I can still hear you singing along)
We were right there,
And now it seems so tragic.
No happy ending,
Now this whole thing seems so drastic.
You asked me 20 times
Where we could find our magic.
Ask David Copperfield or even Rick O'Casic.
David Blaine,(where's the magic?)
Lance Burton, (where's the magic?)
Harry Potter,(where's the magic?)
I used to think pop rocks were magic.
Sigfried and Roy, (where's the magic?)
Shaquille O'Neal,
(why'd you leave the magic?)
You asked me 20 times,
Or was it 28,
And your greatest trick ever
Was your great escape.

Thought the video was cute. Was browsing through some Bowling For Soup MVs when i came across this. Man, the song really put a lump in my throat. Feeling so zetta sad right now. ARGH, GUNZ then.

nitenites

Happy Halloween

2008-11-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

In commemoration of a festival which most of us don't celebrate, heres a random list of cryptids in a country we have never been to.

Bigfoot

Bigfoot is described in reports as a large ape-like creature with reports ranging anywhere between 6–10 feet (1.8–3.0 m) tall weighing in excess of 500 pounds (230 kg) and covered in dark brown or dark reddish hair.Alleged witnesses have described large eyes, a pronounced brow ridge, and a large, low-set forehead; the top of the head has been described as rounded and crested, similar to the sagittal crest of the male gorilla. Bigfoot is commonly reported to have a strong, unpleasant smell by those who have claimed to have encountered it. The enormous footprints for which it is named have been as large as 24 inches (61 cm) long and 8 inches (20 cm) wide While most casts have five toes—like all known apes—some casts of alleged Bigfoot tracks have had numbers ranging from two to six.Some have also contained claw marks, making it likely that a portion came from known animals such as bears, which have four toes and claws. Proponents have also claimed the creatures to be mainly nocturnal and omnivorous.

For more information, go here

Bigfoot is probably a cryptid practically everyone has heard of. This gigantic ape appears seemingly everywhere as the yeti, sasquatch or ~~norman~~. The most memorable time i saw bigfoot was in the mummy 3 where *spoilers* A whole bunch of bigfeet were under the control of this socceress* . Apparently , despite being quite an old legend, it is still be kept relatively alive today by the general public.

Jersey Devil

The Jersey Devil, sometimes called the Leeds Devil, is a legendary creature or cryptid said to inhabit the Pine Barrens in southern New Jersey. The creature is often described as a flying biped with hooves, but there are many variations.The most accepted origin of the story as far as New Jersians are concerned started with Mother Leeds and is as follows:

"It was said that Mother Leeds had 12 children and after given birth to her 12th child, she said if she had another, it would be the devil. In 1735, Mother Leeds was in labor on a stormy night. Gathered around her were her friends. Mother Leeds was supposedly a witch and the child's father was the devil himself. The child was born normal, but then changed form. It changed from a normal baby to a creature with hooves, a horses head, bat wings and a forked tail. It growled and screamed, then killed the midwife before flying up the chimney. It circled the villages and headed toward the pines. In 1740 a clergy exorcised the devil for 100 years and it wasn't seen again until 1890."

For more information go here

This creature sent chills down my spine the first time i read about it in one of the many ghost story books i thrill myself reading. Apparently it still does, i mean, just look at it. It's one creature i never want to see in the night. Or in the morning either. Remember national geographic did a special on it before, along with mothman, which was another creepy fella.

Mothman

The Mothman is the name given to a creature reported in the Charleston and Point Pleasant areas of West Virginia between November 12, 1966 (near Clendenin),] and December 1967. Most observers describe the Mothman as a winged man-sized creature with large reflective red eyes and large moth-like wings. The creature often appeared to have no head, with its eyes set into its chest.

For more information go here

The wikipedia article doesn't really give much information on this creature. Could still remember from National geographic as well as this book titled 'strange highways' that this creatures supposedly cursed. Apparently it was like medusa except instead of turning you into stone, it kills you. There was also the case of phones emitting eerie screeching noises whenever you talk about the mothman over the line. This one kinda scared me too.

Thunderbird

Thunderbird is a term used in cryptozoology to describe large, bird-like creatures, generally identified with the Thunderbird of Native American myth and folklore. Similar cryptids reported in the Old World are often called Rocs. Thunderbirds are regarded by a small number of researchers as having lizard features like the pterosaurs and pteranodon. Although reports of Thunderbird sightings go back centuries, due to the lack of scientific evidence or fossil record the creature is generally regarded as a myth.
Cryptozoologists also posit that the Thunderbird was associated with storms because they followed the drafts to stay in flight, not unlike the way a modern eagle rides mountain up currents. Noted cryptozoologist John Keel claims to have mapped several Thunderbird sightings and found that they corresponded chronologically and geographically with storms moving across the United States.

For more information go here

Now, if we could ever find and mass breed this bird, that will be the world's food problems down the drain. Couldn't find a picture >.< But just imagine this gigantic black bird swooping down on you.

Giant Anaconda

Reports of giant anaconda date back as far as the discovery of South America when sightings of snakes upwards of 11 meters (33.5 ft) began to circulate amongst colonists and the topic has been a subject of debate ever since among cryptozoologists and zoologists. Anacondas normally only grow to size of 6 metres (20 ft), and 250 kilos in weight, but tales of truly gigantic specimens persist. Indeed, although some python species can grow longer in length, the anaconda, particularly the Green Anaconda, is the heaviest and largest in terms of diameter of all snakes, and is often considered the biggest snake in the world. It is not uncommon for a fully grown anaconda to attack and kill a panther or crocodile. Yet, despite the snake's large size, almost no specimens above the size of 35 feet (11 m) have been captured, and anacondas of this proportion are considered cryptids.

For more information go here

Just felt this was cool. After watching both Anaconda and Anaconda2, I can pretty much imagine how a giant snake can be pretty damn scary....Yep, dont think i'll ever be visiting South America. Snakes are personally pretty scary creatures up close. Giant ones aside, a bite from a rattlesnake can kill you in minutes. It's no wonder many people have a phobia of snakes.

Then again, not all cryptids remain undiscovered. Creatures like the Dodo or Komodo dragon were previously thought to be myths until actually discovered. More recent discoveries would be the discovery of the Colossal squid or the frilled shark.

Colossal Squid, measuring 10m in length and around 450kg in weight.

Frilled shark.

This prehistoric shark is rarely seen alive as its natural habitat lies up to 1,280 metres (4,200 feet) deep under the sea.Experts at the Awashima Marine Park were able to examine the creature, which was a female, and film it swimming around.Unfortunately though it died a couple of hours after it was moved to its new environment.The eel-looking shark, with its mouth full of 300 trident-shaped teeth, measured 5.3 feet-long and weighed 16.5 pounds.Frilled sharks normally inhabit deep sea waters between 400 and 4,200 feet and rarely come to the surface.However they have been seen near the coast of Japan before, especially during the winter time when the water temperature drops and they have to get to warmer areas to feed.
Frilled sharks can grow to a length of nearly 6.5 feet and eat deep-sea squids and other soft-bodied preys.Most specimen are found in the Japanese waters.

Wow, this is a long post. Personally I think these creatures are pretty cool to read up about in my free time.

Anyways, happy halloween =D

Hospital-The Used

This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
on the way to the hospital.

Now will you ever rest your head?
You end up feeling mostly dead,
Pretending you're the last one,
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly,
all the way to the hospital.

Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars

It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore
Feeling so alone now,
Funny how you wish some way that you could die at the hospital

You're quiet on the car ride home,
You're waiting for your head to explode
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
all the way to the hospital

Oh, oh, i don't feel okay,
I don't feel alright
I don't know!

Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
leave the lies to the liars

Will you look them in the face
Could you look me in the face
Three cheers you fooled them all
Come on now, Hip Hip Hooray x2
Hip hip hooray

Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
leave the lies to the liars
leave the lies to the liars
leave the lies to the liars
leave the lies to the liars
leave the lies to the liars

Just a few days more. Gambatte!

2008-10-28T20:51:00.007+08:00

Muahaha =D

Okay, felt like posting up a chess special, since I'm so into chess these days.

Alright to start learn to play chess, theres always helpful tutorials you can find online just by searching. Theres always asking for friendly neighbourhood chess player.

Now that we have that out of the way, chess is actually a pretty fun way to spend the time.

...

Alright, not so much if your a beginner, but it gets better as you progress. It's a game that rewards your concentration, skills of observation and most importantly, real-time strategic thinking. (Not only for ah-peks like some people *winks* says)

On the contrary, you need a pretty good memory to excel in this game. Forget for a moment why you placed your house in that spot and thats game over right there.

Which brings me to my favourite moment in chess, the check! Nothing beats being able to say 'checkmate!' to your friend and watching his/her sign of resignation =D.

various checkmates compiled:

The'pawn checks the chief' checkmate

Rey's 'Tiger gate'
Checkmate by overkilling with two queens>><< (Black won btw =D) 'Double cannons with a car'

Another 'tiger gate'''Oop's i didnt see that coming'' checkmate.

Rey's 'Dragon Gate' >< ''ma-hou-pao' 'Cannon behing the horse ' checkmate
'Oops'

Credits: Reynante, me, http://chesscube.com

Of course, in English chess, theres always the stalemate scenario which is often unavoidable in a massacre game (The opponent kills everything save for your king ) In this case, the opponent ends up placing your king in a position where you can't move anywhere without being in an open check and the game is drawn.

Chess generally requires patience and a clear mind. Contrary to popular belief, you DO NOT have to think ten steps ahead or have a clairvoyant mind. You simply need to be able to predict your opponents next move. The most common mistake a player makes is to place a piece in a spot already targeted by an enemy, leading to a 'freekill' for your opponent.

Of course, there are always those *ahem* Chingjun *ahem* who don't really consider before making their moves. 'yessir!' 'nosir!' 'oh crap sir' >.<, which actually makes them harder to counter because its sometimes really hard to predict where they're going with their
current move set.

Anyways, hope you guys have fun with chess =D .

Noots-Sum 41

Today is too late
How long do we have to wait
Oh no, I think she knows
That's why I can't let go
I feel this burning inside
A feeling that no one should know
This could be so good again
I'd wait here till then
But not with this
So now I'll leave with

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head

We're mad with regret
Memories that we'll both forget
So far it's been so hard
To cover up these scars
I see this falling apart
It's easy to just let it go
No luck between us both
So I keep waiting
But not with this
So now I'll leave with

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head

What's left to show
It's so bad but I got to know
What's right don't know
How to find it out on my own

One by one, we both fall down
Who's the first one to hit the ground now
What's worse to kick or fall
Or be stuck standing alone
I'll keep your promises if you
Take back every thing I said
I find its got so cold now
What I've lost my heart and soul

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head

Hang my head.

Cheerios =D

2008-10-27T02:51:00.001+08:00

Muahahaaha =D

I'm not that rusty after all >.<

Although i guess the hands still need work...and theres shading to takkare of....but blehs whatever its an achievement =D

alright 3 in the morning, ~~nitenites~~ mornings!

2008-10-26T18:58:00.001+08:00

another one ><

2008-10-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

XD lol

2008-10-25T20:31:00.004+08:00

Felt like posting while ago, then didn't feel like it again.

Bahs

...

Alright end of week one of the 'O' levels. Surprisingly taxing. Chem was Epic win and so was Amaths and emaths. Econs was...unexpected? Disappointing actually, i was hoping for a chance to...test my economics =D, well, at least i should feel lucky its an easy paper. Engrish was okay, geog was...T.T ( WHY DIDNT THEY HAVE A LORMS QUESTION FOR EARTHQUAKES??????????????????)

Anyways, I'm pretty rusty for CH, hope i can get back in track =D
Meh, I'm kidding myself if i say im going to study after this.

ALRIGHT! Cant wait for the exams to be over and done with. May be posting some CH essays for fun. Plagiarize if you want >.<

Off to play Etrian Odessey...or chess..or both.

Feeling narcissistic, so here goes,

Yea, I should trim my hair

Got milk? ><
Somehow chingyi found the size of my cup amazing.

The dark side

I actually feel giddy wearing specs nowadays.>.< huilin, i swear it did that on its own free will

Don't ask.

C'yas

2008-10-19T11:09:00.002+08:00

O levels tommorow >.< ........

Try this on for size =D .

Arguments for and against Free trade:

Free Trade is a system in which the trade of goods and services between or within a country flows unhindered by government restrictions. Intervention includes taxes and tariffs and non-tariff barriers such as regulatory legislation and quotas.

The reverse of Free Trade would be the policy of Protectionism, which is the economic policy of restraining trade between nations through methods such as tariffs on imprted goods, restrictive quotas and other restrictive government legislation to discourage imports and prevent foreign takeover of national companies.

In adopting free trade, the country is allowing the maximized efficiency of factors of production through specialization, where countries can produce goods and services in which they have the least opportunity cost. As such, world resources would be most effectively allocated on a global scale.

Consumers would also face an unrestricted choice of goods and services without free trade as a resultant of unrestricted access to imports.This hence provides a better standard of living as well as a wider range of choice.

In opening the nation's firms to external competition, monopolies are prevented from forming due to the wide range of choices available to consumers (ie; large amount of substitutes). This would furthermore increase the efficiency of firms to produce due to similar foreign competition.

This would likely lead to the transpassing of a country's Production Possibilities boundary, leading to a shift to the right in the curve from optimal resource allocation due firstly to specialization, by cheaper imports of raw materials and throught he sharing of knowledge and technology. As such, the country is able to produce more and this would hence facilitate development of the economy in general from a better Balance Of Payments position n the global market.

In this scenario, trade retaliation does not occur due to unbiased treatment of various goods and services.

However, on the flip side, cheap imported goods may increase local structural unemployment. Consumers would likely choose more attractive foreign imports to local imports if prices of these imports are cheaper and unaltered by taxes or tariffs. Due to a deficiency in demand for local products, firms would face lesser revenue and production would reduce, hence layoffs would occur. Firms may also choose to reduce prices to remain competitive. In doing so, the firm has less funds to channel into the labor force, leading again to retrenchment.

Infant industries are also in risk of being taken over or forced out of business by foreign companies which offer lower prices. Demand for local goods would unavoidably fall due to more incentives to purchase foreign goods. Small infant industries would unlikely be able to sustain itself in such a hostile environment and likely run into subnormal profit, forcing firms in the industry to shut down.

A high level of demand for foreign goods would facilitate a subsequently high level of imports. This would likely reduce a country's BOP surplus or increase the BOP deficit, leading to further problems in a country's reliability for investmentand others associated with a drop in BOP position.

Furthermore, supplies of imports sometimes prove unreliable and results in countries unable to obtain the raw materials they require to facilitate production. This leads to more serious problems such as shortages and structural inflation.

In conclusion, in an ever developing, ever globalizing world economy, Free Trade would be an attractive incentive to most countries, especially due to gains from specialization and increased consumer choice, along with encouragement of foreign investment in the local economy. However, some countries may choose to adopt protectionism in order to shield local industries from foreign competition and provide opportunities for such industries to grow. In addition, during cases of global recessions, a country may adopt protectionism in order to increase demand for home-made products, hence increasing the circulation of money within the nation, providing more jobs and cushioning the nation from some of the impacts of the recession. Hence, both protectionism and Free trade are likely policies to be taken depending on the current global situation, each with its pros and cons.

EPIC'D thought i would kill two birds with one stone by posting as well as studying for my Agonomics tommorow >>.<<

As usual, heres a song before I go.

Through the Fire and Flames - DragonForce

2008-10-13T20:49:00.004+08:00

While I'm at it, might as well post another song =D

Don't really have much time to post lately >.< Will post a proper post reaallly sooooonn..

Anw, i know two other guys who should be listening to this song =D

Dance Floor Anthem(Don't wanna be in love)-Good Charlotte

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Then he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin’ on the phone
Now he doesn’t want her out there and alone
Now he knows she’s smiling and
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s loosing it
She don’t care

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

He was always givin’ her attention
Working hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most sucka’s hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up she’s trippin’ on the phone
Now had to get up and he ain’t comin home
Now she’s tryin’ to forget him and
The salary came with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

Feel the beat
Feel the beat
Feel the beat

You got nothing to loose,
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up it’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay
Let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin’ on the phone here
Get off the wire
Now everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin’
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
Find a new one

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

No
No

Now you know what to do
So come on
Feelin’ good

Sayonara

2008-10-12T13:26:00.002+08:00

Alright just wanted to post another song up =D

Saying Anything-Good Charlotte

Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silences on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now ) all I feel (all I feel) is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise 'til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down

I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down

Down, down,down...

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don't say a word, (Please don't leave...)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, (Please don't leave...)
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Realized it really expresses how i feel right now.

Hope we can be like we used to =]

I dont care how long it takes >=)

2008-10-12T13:13:00.005+08:00

Sunday mornings rain is pouring~

Actually, nah, it's a pretty warm day.

I really have to start work T.T Right, shall start on econs right after blogging =D

okay shall just post some pictures today =D

Stupid sister got the exact same mushroom after she saw mine. -.-A blooming lotus =D looks damn nice
Emo rey
guy at the backs norman
Rey and his rebound shot
WE had fun on wednesday =D

Okay bah, shall start on econs le. Heres another song i dug up.
The chronicles of life and death - Good Charlotte
The Chronicles of Life and Death-Good Charlotte

You come in cold
You're covered in blood
They're all so happy you've arrived
The doctor cuts your cord
He hands you to your mom
She sets you free into this life
And where do you go?
With no destination, no map to guide you
Wouldn’t you know
That it doesn’t matter, we all end up the same

These are the chronicles of life and death
And everything between
These are the stories of our lives as fictional as they may seem
You come in this world
And you go out just the same
Today could be the best day of your life

And money talks, in this world, that's what idiots will say
But you'll find out, that this world
Is just an idiot's parade
Before you go
You've got some questions, and you want answers
But now you're old, cold, covered in blood
Right back to where you started from

These are the chronicles of life and death
And everything between
These are the stories of our lives as fictional as they may seem
You come in this world
And you go out just the same
Today could be the worst day of your life

But these are the chronicles of life and death
And everything between
These are the stories of our lives as fictional as they may seem
You come in this world
And you go out just the same
Today could be the best day of
Today could be the worst day of
Today could be the last day of
Your life
It’s your life
Your life

2008-10-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

We are so last year-Hawthorne heights

we're falling faster
this is the last year
just a few more hours
until we are all alone
this never happens
changing with fashion
just a few more hours
until we are unknown

i wish i could have known you better
i should blame it on the weather
this was over from the start
does it even matter?
our situations getting worse

sleep in, (sleep in)
sleep well, (sleep well)
with this lie, (this lie)
we're set to fail

i just wanted you to know
i think about you every night
when i fall asleep
you are in my dreams
and just like in a movie
the one you want to see
with a happy ending

this dead letter written on black paper
it never found your eyes
instead of love (instead of love)
she only saw dollar signs

sleep in, (sleep in)
sleep well, (sleep well)
with this lie, (this lie)
we're set to fail

i just wanted you to know
i think about you every night
when i fall asleep
you are in my dreams
and just like in a movie
the one you want to see
with a happy ending

with this lie, (this lie)
we are set to fail

i just wanted you to know
i think about you every night
when i fall asleep
i just wanted you to know
i think about you every night
when i fall asleep
you are in my dreams
and just like in a movie
the one you want to see
with a happy ending

Looking through old songs I had =D
Realized I have so many love songs >><<
Muahaha

2008-10-11T10:50:00.002+08:00

Wanted to carry on the post yesterday, but stupid blogger didnt allow me to edit my posts >.<

Alrighty, I've decided to link both girls and love together and add in a new one,

3)EMOTIONS!

It is pretty generally known that females have more emotional periods of time, that they have it really bad. Thats when you see all the crying and emotional outbursts.Well thats fine, and most of the time sympathizers will be there to help in any way they can. But it doesn't mean guys don't feel these emotions too. It's best to keep in mind that due to testerone, which gives a guy his properties, a guy would have equally bad emotional outbursts. Maybe even worst in the sense that we usually get violent tendencies when we're feeling emotional. From personal experience, feeling jealous for example, would be signified by this increase in heartrate, tensing of muscles and an inability to think about anything else.

And again, due to these emotional highs we get, we are prone to outcries of absolute randomness. Maybe saying things you completely don't mean when your pride is affected, maybe doing things you dont intend to when your feeling jealous. Maybe some of the earliest men felt that it was shameful for a guy to cry and used their own pride against them. Either way, it gets pretty bad when emotions run high like that.

Breakfast! =D

2008-10-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

I'm typing this post with a huge bee flying around my room.

Played pool today. So noob >.< It's like, I know which angle to hit e ball, or which method to get the ball in. But alls lacking is the skill to strike the white ball =D

I hope it isn't false hope again this time. Don't worry about my part, I'm keeping everything perfectly in check =)

Which brings me to the topic, it's tough being a guy. Heres 3 reasons for starters;

1) Reality

Being a guy, reality is unavoidable. Sine the day you were born, your destined to fight to the end. As you grow up, you start facing life. And realize how harsh it really is. For one, you have to learnt to stand on your own two feet, theres really noone to lean on to when your a guy. Trust me on this point. Ultimately, the only person you can rely on is yourself, to survive. Well, we learn and move on. What's next is family.

Being a man, its time to start a family. To carry on the bloodline, to have reason to carry on living, to be with he one you truly love...All are reasons we settle down eventually. Nine times out of ten, whos doing the chasing? Who gives the engagement ring? Who then supports the family? Its true, with women growing independent, its all balanced out, but realities harsh there too. How many men can stand having their wives support the family, where traditionally a mans supposed to protect and lead?

2)Girls and 3)love
Which is the most, most important point actually. A heartbreak never, ever feels nice, yet being in love is such a natural thing, that you just have to endure the later heartbreak. I'm not saying girls dont have the same problem with guys, hear me out.

When a girl breaks down because shes heartbroken, its all accepted. Just confide in someone, or better yet, get some gullible guy like me to fret over the problem with you just because we cant stand to see a girl crying. Maybe, say your a girl and you like a guy who isn't realy intersted in you. Nine times out of ten, a guy would agree to being together, maybe give it a try, who knows, it may just work out. In the one out of ten scenario, the girl could forget about him, or likely, maybe want to stick around more, maybe sometimes accidentally revealing that she hasnt gotten over him yet.

So what do we do? Comfort her, tell her nicely that it just can't happen, that we can always remain as friends, forever. Its sad, but its better than nothing. Heres a guys scenario, I) Fall in Love -> II)Freak her out -> III) GG
Wheres the sympathy in this case now?

Its been proven that a man happily in love works at 10% higher productivity than a normal man. While on the same token, a heartbroken man works at 20% less productivity than a normal person. By this alone, Love is singlehanded man's best friend and man's worst enemy at the same time.

Heres some homework, listen to love songs by female singers and those by male singers. Notice the difference in what they sing about.

ALrighty, no mood to study today, too tired ><

The damn bee's still here.

Sinless City-Dead poetic

Couldn't find the music file on youtube or imeem >< had to use an FF video

Cheers

Checkmate.

2008-10-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

Just The Girl-The click five

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
'cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

[Chorus]

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

[Chorus]

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

Just the girl
I'm lookin' for
She's just the girl
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

Somehow this song got stuck in my head today ><

Didn't feel like going to school today,so went studying at JE with Rey, Afiq and Chingyi =D

High Score at the Basketball machine with Rey =D muahhahaaha
And we were Zetta lucky; someobe actually put eight credits into the machine and didn't use it. So we were thinking, why waste? xD

Realized you can actually outrun certain buses through its course in the City.
Was running late for dinner, so when me and Afiq Missed the 98 at the JE interchanged, we decided to sprint two bus stops ahead,apparently closer in the route we were using. Managed to arrive before the bus but apparently it was full( Although later we found out it was because some really inconsiderate people refused to move in, leaving a zetta huge gap. Therefore, since we had nohing to lose, we cut through the side of the Mosque, through all the HDB flats and to the old commonwealth (now hong kah) School building busstop. We arrived before the bus again and this time, managed to board it.

=D Epic WIN'D

Don't really feel like studying. Shall play Chess online >< NITENITES

2008-10-06T00:30:00.004+08:00

SO ZETTA SLOW =D

I'm soooDEAD

My backing just crumbled, i need to erect a new pillar

FAST

okay going off, its late =S

History-Funeral for a friend

Dear friends of this academy
Oh, Romeo is bleeding to death..
To see a friend bleed to death
What for, some kind of metaphor
That I can't see..
So I'll drink until I see it.

This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on you,
I'll give up on this.
This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on this,
I'll give up on you.

[Chorus]
Archers in your arches,
Raise your fingers for one last salute..
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.

So you want to hold me up and bring me down?
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down

I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.

[Chorus x2]

It's all mine.. it's all mine.. it's all mine...

[Chorus x2]

2008-10-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

No solution- Sum 41

I want this song for my blog!! But i can't find a player =(

On another note, the years coming to a close =D early again.

TIME FLIES!!

Okay so zetta high today =DDDDDDDDDDDD I love my awesome number of mouths =D

Anyways, I just glad to say that..Its over. Everything Will remain in my memory where they belong. Kinda relieving actually, its like i've lifted a huge rock off myself at last, that had been crushing me...slowly since that day. Don't think you readers will understand how that felt but nevertheless~ =D

I want my fairytale ending =D Would've been so perfect. But i guess i should feel lucky that i even get to almost experience a fairy tale. It'll forever be in my memory, right at the nicest, sweetest spots =D. Marshmallows bouncing~

Im getting TOO high =x meh, at least im really slicing through all that piles of HOMEWORK!! YEA! Gambatte~

Shall do a proper post some other time.

Cheers.

2008-09-29T22:09:00.004+08:00

Slipping Away-Sum41

I'm slipping away
In every way
I can't stay awake
(and I don't know why)
I'm slipping away
(and I don't know why)

I'm trying to make it through each day
I'm falling apart now in every way
I'm finding it harder to get by
There's a hole in my heart
And I don't know why
Now I've come to realize

I'm slipping away

Today, I've come to realize, I can't hold out anymore. Again and again you've been hurting me, again and again I've shrugged it off. But like a stab wound, it bleeds, healing takes time, but before it does, you give me another, and another, and another. Pretty soon I've run out of blood.

I can still recall how many times I've apologized after I let emotions fly. But...I'm only human, I have feelings too. I can love and I can get hurt.

Why is it that your treating it like its a sin? Do you even know how it feels like to truly love someone? To be willing to do anything just to spend ten seconds with her. To be willing to move the tallest mountains and swim the largest oceans just to have her smile while with you. And best of all, to be willing to give up on your own interests just for her to be happy. If theres one thing thats unconditional, that's love. No matter how much you try to put it down, I know how I feel.

Why should I be the one to keep saying sorry, when your the one forcing me to deprive myself the right of loving someone? Why must I apologize when I'm the one getting hurt? You say I'm irritating you by telling you my true feelings, but have you considered how i feel when I keep them bottled up?Have you?Or are you simply shutting it all nicely away.

True, I remember how we were like in the past, how vivid it was still stuns me.
I thought that with more effort on my part, we could go back to what we were.
Yes, I'm not allowed to love, but at the very least I can have something thats a lot like it.
That, by itself was enough for me. But try as I might, you still need two hands to clap.
You claim your the one trying, I'm ruining all your efforts.

Every time you give me that expression, I die a little more inside.
Why can't you just understand? I'm not forcing anything on you.
All I ever wanted was you seeing this picture without your current bias.

I miss catching your eye.
I miss the smiles you used to give.
I miss your sarcasm, your jokes and your random teasing.
I miss the conversations you used to start.

I fell in love with all that, but who can help it?

Well now your doing this to me for something beyond my control. I thought you could've been more understanding than that. But apparently you aren't. To take my feelings so lightly, even to the extent of asking me to stop loving. Who's being insensitive now?

Life isn't a fairy tale. Things can't go away just by closing yourself away. People aren't robots to be programmed to your will. Why, in this world is it that everyone is simply concerned with themselves? Why is it that everyone harbors the feeling that 'everything is alright as long as I am alright'

Disappointed. I thought you better than that.

But in the end, you still chose to run.

Sacrifice.

I'm done with bending myself to your will. You've hurt me enough. From now on, I'm just going to be myself. No more masks.

You've just killed what little there is left in me.

2008-09-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

Okay wanted to post more photos =D

Lets start with Norman being his usual self XDPeckyong two years back
Ataru on my guitar.Meh
A cuter Waihon =DChristopher acting tall as usual XD

Chingyi and Anne
AfiQ and Zhiyang in e background
...infer

2008-09-28T21:27:00.006+08:00

Fine. I'll blog just one more time today =D

Was thinking about pretty much everything, family, friends, life and most importantly HOW I HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY REVISION!!!!!! SO SO SO SO SO SO SO so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so..............SCREWED T.T

But on another note, the concept of friends stuck somewhere in my mind. Haha. A friend is a concept open to interpretation. Your friend can be someone that understands you, someone that sticks by you, someone that you can relate to. Or simply, a friend can be someone you met for the first time, but has this uncanny sense that you two have known each other since forever.

Personally, I'm a simple person. To me, a friend is simply someone who sticks by me when I need them, regardless of whether we share the same ideals, whether of whether my weird mind can be understood. Depending on the circumstances, this term can refer to some pretty unexpected people =D My friends are all of different polarities with each other, maybe it just shows how I can make up my mind on what kind of person I am. ^^

But, I'd prefer to think of it like music. There are a million genres out there, metal appeals to some, pop appeals to some, country appeals to the others. Just because you like a song from this genre, doesn't mean that another genre of songs are lousy. Was just browsing through my itunes library, to look at my list of 'most played songs'.

The top 10 are;
1)Daybreak's Bell-Larc En Ciel (Jrock)
2)Lead Sails and a Paper anchor- Atreyu(rock)
3)Follow the Reaper-Children Of Bodom(Death metal)
4)Welcome home Sanitarium-Metallica(Heavy/Thrash metal)
5)She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5(poprock)
6)Kryptonite-3 Doors Down(Alternative Rock)
7)One-Metallica(Thrash/Heavy Metal)
8)Through The Fire And Flames-Dragonforce(Power Metal)
9)Ex's And Ohs-Atreyu(Rock/Hardcore)
10)I'd Tell You But-Anti Flag(Punk Rock)

Well, the genres say it all. I really have no preference of one genre over another, just that maybe one might be better than another in different situations. (Metal for my evening jogs, really fast songs for maths, Easier songs for Doing homework with lots of writing...) Basically, I find the concept of friends to be pretty much the same thing. They come in all shapes and sizes, in both genders, with all kinds of attitudes and personailities. In order to befriend all of them, you must first be able to accept all of them for what they are. Instead of bending them to your will, simply help them become better. Instead of trying to conform them into what you deem 'right', try to conform yourself to their values for a change, experience life from all its different points and perspectives.

Thats one reason why friends are present. To enable you to glimpse more than one angle of life. To help you when your down. To share experiences with you. These are all purposes of having friends. A friend is not someone you simply meet everyday, or someone whos exactly like you, or someone that goes out with you or.......

A friend is a partner. True, not a life partner, but a partner for life nevertheless. Your problems may not be your friends problems and your friend sometimes may only give advice, unlike a life partner. But ultimately, they are on your side, to help you, to give you the strength needed to overcome obstacles.

Again, personally, I do not tend to make friends freely. I only do so when I'm sure I can treat their problems as my own, that I can accept them for what they are without discrimination. Otherwise, there just isnt a point to the friendship. In that context, it would be better deemed as an ally rather than a friend.

Well, I took almost an hour to type this post >.<

It's almost ten o'clock now..Still have to finish at least some humanities homework in order to live with myself.

Soooooo.......Yeap, I'll just post some random pictures again and call it a day ^^

The Union Of 4/3 and it's leaders =DLifelong contractual partnership xD

Mr baby milo

The gamblers at the back =X
Pufferfish! XD
Racial Equality in 4/3 (They were fighting actually, before I wanted to take a photo >.<)

Kok and Zhen looking photogenic xDThe association of garden Veggies! With shuyi and Ellise at the back ><
Good ol half-family portrait xP

Randomly NPCC Brothers =D
Random
4/3!!!!!!
Reita and I 2008 ^^

2008-09-28T15:11:00.004+08:00

Finished watching Code Geass xD. Okay, it's a really cool series, a must-watch for everyone. (After exams that is =x)

If you had the power of absolute control over someone's mind, what would you do =D
I know what I"ll do.

Guess.

Blogging on temporary haitus for obvious reasons =D

Shall try to update every Saturday at least~

Till then, All the best for the exams. AND

your happiness.

You, who has captured my heart like so.

2008-09-26T22:44:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i would read my own posts and wonder 'Is this what im really like?'.

Heh.

Maybe.

We're wearing so many masks to live in this world that sometimes we just dont know who we are anymore.

Its a pity.

On another note, procrastination's such a bummer. The weak fall prey to it, even the strongest minded people sometimes just give in. Why? Because sometimes you just can't do anything. You just dont feel like doing anything.

It comes and goes, sometimes it stays for an awfully long time.

Haha...Better start work right after I finish Code Geass.

So ironic.

I want back whats mine, I just dontcare anymore, I want it back, now.
Anyways, thanks for the presents so far =D liked them loads, thanks to

Ameer, my fellow 23rd september-ian for e pens and bottle.
Chrisy thecky zxuny huiliny and hony for the gundam again
Leehui and Leeling for e random stuffs ><
Huilin for e gigantic Mushroom ^^ So squishy >.<

Water bottle and pens =D Mr Chua in e background with ZhiKai and ZX
Mushy!! Its accompanying me while watching anime >< Kyrios! Thankiews again =)
My collection of plushies >< Yea, i should grow up
They were playing with my phone =D

Alrighty, gota quicky finish code geass so i can start work tomolo. Cyas!

Heres a nice song to go;

Away From The Sun-Three Doors Down

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

2008-09-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

I've made just so many mistakes.

This is too confusing.

I wish I could just stop time.

Or.

At least, have one more day back then?
Where everything didn't matter.

Such a distant dream.

Failed again and again.
Perhaps i was never meant to feel like that.

All i've caused is hurt. Misery for everyone.

The lights so faint now...i'm being backed into a wall

Pretty soon it'll all end.

So should i wait? Can i wait?

Not really...

2008-09-23T21:21:00.002+08:00

I dedicate this post to GN-003 GUNDAM KYRIOS~ =D

Thanks Thecky, Waihon, Huilin, Christopher and ZeXun!

Shall post about the other stuffs on e next post =D

Yay! I can finally watch NC-16 legally, so zetta cool. >.<

2008-09-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

There are two things that represent duality: Blacknwhite and Snakes.

The latter being not really cute and the former didn't have any skins I really liked. In the end I'll still stick with this current blogskin despite it beign unable to display properly on IE =D

Black, white and Music themed, what more can i ask for?

2008-09-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

Remember I posted the lyrics for this song the other day. I dedicate it to YOU. Don't be sad anymore, don't be confused anymore. And most importantly Dont自作多情了啦！

=D

Yay! one more day until I can watch NC 16 movies! (Officially) =P

Feeling pretty pressurized over the exams haha, just dont like stress. Stress is manageable most of the time, but that naggy feeling that gets you to do work always seems to bug me. Ironically, that same naggy feeling usually shows you the best option right now-WORK.

Maybe I'll start getting serious after tommorow, hope for some enlightenment after I turn sixteen xD

Twenty Eight days to that long-awaited Economics paper to mark the beginning of the end of secondary four life. I've said it before and I'll say it again; Time Flies.

mehh.
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Going to go get a new blogskin now. Heres another song to check out. Keep the fire burning! =D

Heeding the call-Hammerfall

A flash in the night, a journey through time
the Templars are back on the streets
Guarded by prowess and the will to survive
all led by the guiding light

Angels of mercy, guardians of time
Shackled and chained through the eternal flame
the hammer will slowly arise

Heeding The Call, one and for all
never surrender, with glory we'll fall
Brothers unite, let's stand up and fight
fulfilling our fate, we are
Heeding The Call

One step ahead, revealing the past
united, together we stand
The call of the thunder, the sign to begin
this final crusade we will win

Angels of mercy, our journey must proceed
With hearts all filled up with chivalry
the lifeblood that we all need

Heeding The Call, one and for all
never surrender, with glory we'll fall
Brothers unite, let stand up and fight
fulfilling our fate, we are Heeding The Call

Oh, oh, oh…

Heeding The Call, one and for all
never surrender, with glory we'll fall
Brothers unite, let's stand up and fight
fulfilling our fate, we are Heeding The Call

Yea, it's power metal, check it out if your interested though, nothing like some fast rifts to keep you up late at night =D

Cheers.

2008-09-21T20:49:00.007+08:00

Just happened to see this vid. So gonna resume my favourite sport at the end of the year.

Random pictures at the request of christopher:
Emo kid
Retrosexualism >.< Dumpling CY
National day
Norman at his best
Waihon =D
AfiQ

OroChingyi: I holding hands you climbing roof.
Rey: Fine....
One more RS image.

2008-09-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

Okay feeling worried. Guilty. What, confused? And above all, tired. One more Situational writing to complete. Gogo Jingjie.

On another note, heres another song. Got addicted to this one again, pretty catchy =/

Kryptonite- 3 Doors Down

I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite

Kryptonite - 3 doors down

C'yas

2008-09-21T13:50:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Study camp at Chingyi's house. SO ZETTA TIRED

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I realized that you just can't do maths at 3am in the morning and that even 4 cups of coffee cant keep you awake when your brain is just willing you to sleep.

Just got my first bout of exam pressure, haha, hope this feeling lasts, at least I can focus on what I SHOULD be focusing on *winks.

Just saw a couple of butterflies mating. Butterflies die soon after mating, the male right after the process and the female after laying the eggs. Wonder if they mate knowing fully well that they would die?

Its a pity, it takes the caterpillar forever to struggle up plants to eat the leaves and nourish itself as it awaits the next step of its life cycle. After weeks in a cocoon, it struggles to emerge as a beautiful butterfly. But in this form it only lasts for a few days before dying. Reminds me of the old phrase 'a candle burns the brightest right before going out'.

Aren't we lucky that we have so long to live? So much we can do, so much we can think about. Compared to the tiny butterfly which probably isn't even sentient enough to think about anything other than to fulfill it's primary duty here on Earth.

... ...

Maybe not.

We often wonder why these creatures struggle to reproduce when their lives are so 'meaningless'. Why bother bringing more of your kind into existence when all it does is carry on your species? Then again, aren't we just the same, albeit slightly more 'intelligent'?

Heh. Windy weather today.

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sinking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Cheers

2008-09-19T19:11:00.001+08:00

Some random videos.

2008-09-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

Been saying sorry too many times. Getting meaningless now, I'll let my actions speak for themselves.

On another note, Crunch time is here. It all began with the Big Bang and now alls going to end with our own Big Crunch. Simply, it's sink or swim time.

Pretty mentally tormenting in this period but nevertheless, we have to persevere on, it's the only way to live. Been seeing some not-so-pretty sights lately, bad cases of emotional overload, myself not exempted. But all i can say is it'll pass. Emotions, no matter how strong, will eventually come and go. It's all a matter of waiting it out.

To everyone out there who has been or is currently facing emotional troubles, skip the slow songs, sing with the fast, get it all out. Take a day or two off, if nothing then simply to get away from it all for now. Ultimately its all about persevering to the end, like a test of stamina, its all about pacing.

Sidetracking, Prom night, I still need 3 more people for my table, any takers? >.<

I'm going to make a list of things i'm going to do after the exams,
1) Spend an entire day cloud gazing
2)Go to the BEACH
3)Stay out at night
4)Get that awespiring PS3 and games
5)SPORTS
6)Shop for clothes xD
7)Finally do something about my hair
8)Learn Blues theory
9)Get an acoustic guitar
10)Learn the piano
11)Re-form a band

And the list goes on. Oh well, 2 more months before I can do that, in the meantime it would serve as motivation~

One month to exams, time to gear up. To all my friends, yes YOU included
thanks for being there for me, as emotions run high now, hope you all are coping just fine. All i want to say is....>.< I'll be there for you guys if you need me, just give me a nudge =D okay mushy, shall do amaths now, sayonara.

2008-09-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

This is not the end- The Bravery

Tell me
Come on tell me what you can
Even as you wait for death your wiser than I am
Tell me what does it mean to exist
I am not a scientist I must believe there's more to this
And I can not accept
That everything is real
Is only what our eyes can see
And our hands can feel

[chorus]
Not even earth can hold us
Not even life controls us
Not even the ground can keep us down
The memories in my head
Are just as real the time we spent
You always be close to me
My friend
This is not the end

I see
I can see your so afraid
We are like the silver herd on u even feel obscured
I wish I wish I had some words to give
But all I can think to say
Is I will be with you everyday

[chorus]
Not even earth can hold us
Not even life controls us
Not even the ground can keep us down
The memories in my head
I just realized the time we spent
You always be close to me
My friend
This is not the end

La la la la la
This is not the end
La la la l al la
This is not the end

I don't care
I don't care what you believe
As long as you are in my heart
Your just as real as me
Maybe even more
And one has touched so many lifes
And never never die

[chorus]
Not even earth can hold us
Not even life controls us
Not even the ground can keep us down
The memories in my head
I just realized the time we spent
You always be close to me
My friend
This is not the end

2008-09-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

The days haven't been kind lately, time seems to be slipping away too fast.
Way too fast.

Sorry, don't really have the mood to blog today, seriously troubled.

Sometimes when you just cant prioritize whether one thing is more important than another, when nothing else matters,it gets pretty annoying. Very, very annoying.

Don't think i have the damn mood to carry on anymore, there just isn't anymore meaning to trying to go on.

Life sucks, problems suck, you suck.

Just too selfish.

2008-09-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

Daybreaks bell

Nee konna katachi no deai shika nakatta no? Kanashii ne
Anata ni shindemo ayamete hoshiku mo nai onegai
Unmei sae nomikomade shizumisouna umi e to

Negai yo kaze ni notte yoake no kane wo narase yo
Tori no you ni My wishes over their airspace
Musuu no nami wo koe Asu en tachimukau anata wo
mamoritamae My life I trade in for your pain
Arasoi yo tomare!

Nee hito wa doushite kurikaeshi ayamachi wo kasaneteku?
Shinka shinai dare ni mo nagareru kono chi ga daikirai
Honnou de sabakiau dare no demo nai daichi de

Sumiwataru mirai ga kita nara kusabana mo
heiki ni yadoru darou My wishes over their airspace
Dare ga yuriokoshite warui yume kara samashite yo
Kanau no nara My life I trade in for your pain
Dore dake inoreba ten ni todoku?

Ima asayake ga unabarato watashi wo utsusu

Negai yo kaze ni notte yoake no kane wo narase yo
Tori no you ni My wishes over their airspace
Musuu no nami wo koe Asu e tachimukau anata wo
mamoritamae My life I trade in for your pain
Furimukazu habatake kono omoi wo hakonde ano sora wo tondeku
Mirai wa dare ni mo uchiotosenai

Translation:

Hey, haven’t you seen another shape besides this one? That’s so sad
To you, there’s no desire to die or to kill, oh, please

Drink it up, even the fate, to the sinking sea
My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Stop the dispute!

Hey, why people pile up the repeating mistakes?
No one is evolving, this flowing blood, I loathe it most
To judge each other by instinct, in this no-one-around earth

If the clear future has come, the flower plants will also
dwell in the weapons My wishes over their airspace
Anyone, shake me up, wake me up from the nightmare
If it comes true My life I trade in for your pain
How long until my prayers reach the sky?

Now the morning glow pictures the ocean and me

My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Flap your wings without turning around,
bring along these thoughts, fly to that sky
The future can’t be defeated by anyone

Felt that this was a pretty nice song. When everything is wrong, look to the future, even if thats all you can look forward to right now. Some may remember this as the first Gundam 00 opening song. Pretty fitting for the entire theme of mistakes humans make in their foolish pursuit of war and how the future always holds hope for us, no matter how grim things look right now.

Vid:

2008-09-14T20:43:00.003+08:00

Been awhile since my last post, such rainy weather these days =/

Well, the second prelims are over, alls left is the real thing 35 days later.
For some reason im not even excited about it, its BORING days like these where your mind wanders and wanders and wanders aimlessly. Didn't feel like doing any work either. Basically thought about the same THING the entire day and its driving me nuts. Only question now is why. And I can find an entire day just to think about that question and not come to an answer.
I'm distraught and shattered, youve won, congratulations.
Well, what can I say, thats life. We weren't born to be efficient. Give a man all the time in the world and he spends 1/3 of it sleeping and another1/3 wasting it away not doing anything. Give another 1/24 to ecetra stuff he does and we're left with 7/24 of our life. Thats not including travelling, which probably deserves another 1/24, leaving the grand total to be 1/4 of our life spent productively.
Give yourself a pat on the back.
Therefore out of the roughly 76 years a man lives, only 19 years are useful, the rest is just being wasted away. Sure brings a whole new meaning to the phrase 'life is short' doesn't it. As if thats not bad enough, how often do we do things we LIKE to do, or has any use to us in the future? We spend roughly 16 years of our lives without a clear direction and end up just learning everything that comes our way, most of it we're never going to use again.
Because I can't forget you, cant stop thinking about it.
Bottomline, life is short, start planning today. Sure, unexpected things come in the way all the time, spoiling all those carefully calculated schedules, distorting those distant goals. But it happens to everyone, thats life, pure and simple. In the likely events of such meteorites striking your world, theres nothing to do but get back up again. Evolve, become a greater person from it, make a slight change in the master plan and carry on. Any plan is better than no plan.
As to how much you really matter, you just don't know right now. =)
In the end, the people who have a clear goal and a path to attain that goal will emerge victorious. Its not an assumption, its a proven fact. Plan ahead and it'll all turn out alright. Alls well that ends well is the phrase i believe. Right now im in one of those damn irritating moments where im questioning whether anything i'm doing has any damn meaning at all, hopefully it'll pass. Cheers!
Smile

2008-09-10T22:54:00.006+08:00

Into the abyss i plunge,
Leading to the end of fate,
Or what it seems to control.
Veiling my every decision,
Enforcing its will on my every move.

Yesterday was but a dream,
Ordeals were meant to be forgotten,
Useless memories to be shed.

Fire once warmed my heart,
Omitting the taste of failure.
Rectifying the wrongs, blazing tommorow's glory.

Embers are all that's left,
Verifying my defeat.
Emptiness lies beyond this mirror,
Reflecting my empty soul.

Another day another life,
Never ending cycle,
Despair lies beyond.

Even angels can't save me now,
Valiant struggle I put up.
Everythings gone now,
Reality strikes, I'm nothing without you now.

Yea, hope tomorrows a better day =)
Heh, read between the lines =D was bored >.<
Late already and physics tomolo! Havent studied zzz So zetta screwed

2008-09-08T20:53:00.006+08:00

Been listening to All American rejects today. Kind of caught my attention with their lyrics =X. Added a song for the blog , pretty catchy actually for a sad song =D

There are some times in life where you realized you've made a mistake with your decision. Maybe you've gotten your priorities wrong, maybe you've let emotions control you too much.(Or maybe you just don't understand yourself enough) Either way, you feel screwed when you finally realise this path isn't leading you anywhere near happiness, rather, you just making the situation worse.

Well, if that happens, I think its time to sit down and reflect. Sometimes the correct path isn't the one that may seem the most obvious right now, rather, it may simply just clash with what you believe you should do right now. However, despite everything, it is the right choice, it may hurt now, but in the end everything would turn out for the best if you can stick to the right decision.

Not studying today. Just tired =D (Ching Yi, your fault for making me stay up till one to teach you chem.)

Speaking of time, Rey and I were just discussing the topic today while being bored. Was talking about how time seems to be something straight out of the fourth dimension, a vector that cant be formulated, cant be fully understood, of which origin itself isn't understood. Simply put, it is something that just...flows. xD

Sparked my interest and I did some studying into the matter, coming into some pretty interesting stuff. Go read up yourself if your interested~ look up Time paradox, Quantum suicide, Multiverse and Ontological paradox in good old wikipedia. Some things to put serious thought into.

Shall end this post with lyrics from Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through 

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

When life's come to a standstill, sometimes its best to just go with the flow.
Its time to MOVE ON =D

2008-09-07T16:11:00.002+08:00

10th post? =D

Read somewhere that blogging tends to help cheer one up. Hope this zetta works =/

Wonderful clouds in the sky today, fluffy alto-cumulus clouds that look so comforting and yet dont signal the coming of rain =]

Learnt something new about the human mind today. The last month seemed like it took forever to pass. It's true we tend to remember bad stuff more easily than easy stuff. For some reason, theres a tendency to recall negative events more often than all the happy moments spent with..say, a friend?

This year really flew by fast, I'm in the ninth month now, which means exams are drawing near, a long break is near and the end of another chapter is dawning. I still remember the time when I first came into this school, the orientation programme, the feeling that everything is foreign and changing myself to adapt to my new environment.

Looking back, I've just made a 180 degrees change since then. Definitely matured, some things changed for the better, others for the worse. All in all, I've learnt much more about life in those four years, more about how others think, how to care for the ones around you more.

Bored. Well typing that helped =D tommorows the start of term four, the final frontier to these four years.........................................................alright I think I'll...draw xD. Such nice weather~

eleven months and counting, well I am, hope you are too =D

2008-09-05T15:52:00.011+08:00

Haven't updated in a while, didn't feel like it. When i read what you wrote, I really believed that it was possible for us to...be like that again. It was something i had sincerely hoped would happen wafter all this.

I'm sorry for ruining your mood, and i apologize for taking up your time. I don't know how to convey this to you but every word i've said came from the bottom of my heart. Whether you had believed me or not is something i couldn't tell. Everytime I see you frown, this unexplainable feeling of sadness comes up. Yet everytime i see you smile, i feel happy, but, at the same time shattered, that smile isn't with me.

If only it was possible, i would've wanted us to be friends, to remain as friends. But, I dont think i can bring myself to do that yet. These feelings i have right now won't let me. I can't get over you, although its been a month, I still feel the way i did on day one, unable to stop thinking about it.

Yesterday i had that dream again, (don't ask =D), the same one i have been having almost every nght. Its a sign that i till cant get you out of my thoughts, that being normal friends was not possible yet now.

I don't mean to undo everything we've built up towards that end, but it's something i cannot help, I want to rebuild our friendship, but its like moving mountains. Sorry for all that emotional baggage, and all the rubbish I've been giving you.

I hoped we were but we were not.

Hey, don't know if your reading this, but, if you are, I've really really thought it through. Being possesive just isn't right, you deserve more than this. Scrape everything I've said. The previous month really tested the limits of our friendship, and in the end, I'm not really sure how we fared. I did some soul searching and I want nothing more but for us to be friends.

Not following what we did last time, not being 'normal' like how we were, but to start anew. I hope you would still take this...weakling as a friend again. I'm not going to ask for more.

I've failed you, forgive me. I'm really going to make it right this time. I promise.

=3

2008-08-31T23:53:00.004+08:00

I thought i had finally found it. I thought nothing could've been more right. I thought you were more than that. I thought it could've been so much like meaning.

I was Wrong

But now i realize, it would never have been. As much as i hope, as much as i dream, as much as I kid myself about it. It's something i have to get past. I have to accept that fact that you would never be like that, not because of anyone, not even because of yourself.

Yet.

I cant blame you, its not your choice either. Somehow i understand, but i cant accept it. I know im being selfish, being naive, beating myself up over seemingly nothing.

But,

You know what? It means the world to me. So we'll go on our own happy little ways now, I won't try to change you. You wouldn't listen anyways.In the end, its all up to you actually.

Life Goes On.

Cheers

2008-08-29T21:06:00.004+08:00

Yay! holidays are here! xD
Went to the RSAF open house today, just felt like posting these up.

Hp ran out of battery halfway >< what a waste.

2008-08-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Finally had some quality sleep! Took the entire afternoon off to sleep off all those late nights spent making up for the two weeks without work. Economics prelims paper 2 coming tomorrow afternoon, still left with 3 chapters...Better speed up my revision.

Today was phototaking, our enthusiasm was practically overflowing xD Well, thats 4/3 for you, United and standing strong, so proud of my class. Rewinding time and given a choice, i would re-enter this school just so i can end up in this class again. Pressures coming in with all the examnations drawing near but knowing the class, we will pull through and grow even stronger.

3 more months. Fight to the end~

2008-08-16T19:14:00.002+08:00

Feeling Blue,
Well im trying to forget the feeling that i miss you,
Feeling Green,
When the jealousy sweels and it wont go away and dreams,
Feeling Yellow,
Im confused inside a little hazy but mellow.

When i feel your eyes on me,
Feeling fine, its sublime,
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind.

Nobody told me it feels so good,
Nobody said you would be so beautiful,
Nobody warned me about your smile,
You're the light,
You're the light,
When i close my eyes,
Im colourblind.

Feeling Red,
When you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead,
Feeling Black,
When i think about all of the things that i feel i lack,
Feeling Jaded,
When its not gone right, all the colours are faded.

I just love the lyrics on this song.

2008-08-15T19:38:00.003+08:00

Pretty horrible English oral today. Why cant it just be about food instead? T.T

She's gone away, and still they stay together. People call me crazy, crazy.

My thoughts progress, I think about her forever. My mind tells me maybe, maybe.

I wish I could drive away to the sunset back to the day that we first met. Only believe the things I wrote. I'll put it in a note, yeah. Cross my t's and dot my i's. Better say hello, cause you cant say goodbye.

I'll write "sincerely yours" and sign my name. P.S. I love you. Forever and today.

'To live is to learn'. How often we hear that phrase, yet how often do we sit down and give it some thought it deserves?

Knowledge is the basis of life. Why? For one, we cant take anything down with us when we die. Money gets passed on and eventually returns to the economy. Memories of you get lost along the ages. What stays and gets passed on are only the knowledge you have inherited and given to the world along the course of your life.

We often wonder about the meaning of life, why are we living here? Whats the ultimate purpose of us being able to live, think, breathe and eventually die? Well, life itself is an experience to say the least. At the end of the day its not about succeeding in life, living in luxury, having a stable job, having children...We live to learn, to gain wisdom, and finally, to return that wisdom to the world which we came out from.

We push aside that question too often with excuses like 'I want to get rich' or 'I have to ace this upcoming test, that question can wait'. To finally find a purpose in life, i think its time to answer it.

2008-08-13T23:23:00.003+08:00

Beginning to be able to get it out of my thoughts. Was kinda chatty today to keep up my mood. I've come to realize that to fight a battle, one must never look back. Be it in a war or in an examination hall, you must always look forward. To look back would be to see your fallen comrades, to mourn the loss of your loved ones, or simply to lose yourself in worry over a badly done paper.

I have to thank my friends for helping me get through this difficult period with their support, true friends are always there for each other, I'll have you guys know that i'll always be there for you whenever you may need me.

2008-08-11T20:06:00.005+08:00

Prelim 1 is over, guess i should be kinda excited over my grades, or worried about the next prelim...but you know what, thats soo far from my mind now.

Hate to start this blog negatively, so lets talk about something else instead. Been thinking about the past alot lately, nostalgia and all. Doesn't everyone wish they could turn back time once in a while? I mean, life is full of regrets, like the time when i gave up on swimming cause i just didnt like it in primary 5. Or the time when i left my friend for another, even when he had always stood by me.

Sometimes i simply want to go back in time, correct my errors, set things right, or simply just to relive the moments. I wish i could go back a year ago, notice you, be there with you.

Time and tide wait for no man. The gravity of this phrase really hits me in a moment like this. In a flash, what seemed to be yesterday was 8 months ago. What seemed to be last week was two years ago. I could still remember every single detail of the times where I had fun, where i was sad, where i thought i could've done better. Thing is, they're never going to come back for me-or anyone to change. Sometimes we just have tolive with what fate deals us.

Was scrolling through some old photos and new ones stored on my computer, really admiring how carefree i was last time. I never really did understand many things, hardwork, dtermination, friendship, sorrow. And love.

I used to spend my times, reading, playing, drawing..being myself simply. But as i grow up i realise these things are starting to become more and more like luxuries. They simply take up too much time. Choices have to be made and these choices come up more an more often as i grow up. Life suddenly becomes more important as you grow up, its no longer about now, its about the future, its no longer about yourself, its about others. A painful way have i learnt that throughout my years. Wish i had learnt it earlier.

But even as everyone gets these feelings, there is painfully little we can do about it. So at the end of the day, its all about enjoying the moment more. Who knows, two years later i may be envying myself, four years down the road i may be a completely different person...eight? ten? twenty years? I may have even forgotten about how i was like as a boy. People think too much about what they want to do, but have you ever thought, if we're sacrificing our current happiness for the future, why are we feeling so bad now?

Moral of the story, stop listening to what others say about thinking about the future. Sure, you have to make plans, sometimes compromise your time now for it, but at the end of the day, what really matters is the present. Forget about the future, at least you can be happy NOW.

Decided to end this post with some of the pictures i was looking through.

2/3 class outing 2 years ago. We all miss you pecky.

Kayaking @ Sungei Pandan last yearWhite Peacock! Council outing 2 years back.

Games day this year

Teachers day 2007!

Environment seminar @suntec, modelling >< i look so wierd.

Be yourself DAY!

My very own gundam! xD had to dig out the time for this one.

1st post .

2008-08-11T15:44:00.001+08:00

Decided to try this huh.